.Saturday, January 23, 2010 ' 9:47 PM
ayul
It's 2010 already and already im stressed with lots of things. Kept getting this terrible headache from i-don't-know-what. Let's see what's making me stress and headaches...
First up is work. Obviously. This year i'm teaching both nursery and pre-nursery so i got to adjust my body timing. I'm so used to going back ard 3pm latest, this year i'm goin back as late as 5pm. My body is not used to it as i always had a short nap in the afternoon. Also workload is heavier from MOE and HQ. Don't want to elaborate that. I don't want to compare or anything but this year batch of children is so smart and very active. By the end of 11am, im already tired. And when pre-nursey ends at 3pm, my energy just drained out! This is only the first month, 1 got about 9 months more to go! However, i'm hoping a better work for myself this year.
Secondly, it's about Dear & me. Still contemplating whether want to have the ceremony or just simple family thingy. I want the latter but Dear wants to do ceremony. Hmmm...we'll just see how it is.
My social life sucks. No time to spend with Besties 'cause of the different work/school schedules. And of course money talks. Want to go out must at least have a few dollars but how when im tied down with so many things? Insurance, savings, bills...! The money doesn't roll in. I deserved a better pay!
Now im beginning to feel like my life sucks too. So boring, nothing interesting, no excitement to share with people. My life is like a routine everyday. I do the same thing day in and day out. Shit! I hate it!
