.Sunday, November 01, 2009 ' 8:46 PM
ayul
Time do past fast. I felt like it was yesterday we were together. The ups and downs we went through together. Our relationship started when we were just teenagers and now we are working adults. There are times when I wonder whether he is the guy that I am going to spend my life with or is he just a boyfriend for now? We do have plans for our future since the start of our relationship. Now, it looks like the plans are kicking in! Engagement, marriage, children, house...! Gosh! I just can’t believe it’s so going to happen soon. However, it was not always smooth sailing for us both. We had gone through lots of misery, disapproval and all kind of emotions before we are like what we are now (even though I’m sure there’s more to come!).
We broke up twice before. First time was because he was always busy with school until he had no time for me at all. Second time was because I was still thinking of another guy. Somehow we managed to overcome the problems. We talked about it, discussed on how we could compromise with each other, that sort of things. But guess what? I just found out that I could have lost him forever if not because of a call. He told me this secret recently, that on that particular night, his mind was set to forget about me and moved on. His friend even gave him a girl number and asked him to call her. So, he did. He was talking to her, getting to know her and when suddenly he got a call from me. He ended his conversation with her and answered my call. I wanted him back because I was feeling miserable without him and I was foolish to let him go just like that after being together for so long. When he told me about this, I nearly cried because if not because of the call, I would not have been with him right now! Funny thing how this fate thingy works. But it’s called fate so...
This will sound so sappy and mushy and so not me. But I have to say it. I have never been so in love and so into the relationship before. Now, I really know how it is. I treasure every moment I have with him. Not a single day passes by without me thinking about him. I grab any opportunity that comes by to spend time with him even for a little while. Soon, we will embark to another phase of our relationship where new things will crop out and new experience for us both. I’ll pray for our well-being together and may our relationship ends in marriage, I love you and HAPPY 9TH YEARS ANNIVERSARY SAYANG!
