.Friday, March 20, 2009 ' 10:10 PM
ayul
All my 3 years there, this is by far the worst year ever. I've never got enough rest from day 1. Work is being compiling even as i write this. I feel like quitting. Whenever i step in that place, my head feels heavy and throbbing with so much pain. I just can't take the pressure anymore. It's killing me. I want a way out. Fast.
I don't know why but i feel like i'm in the wrong work field. Maybe this is not my forte. But i don't' even know what's my interest. I used to have this mindset of going to work because i have a passion for children but right now i still have the same mindset but the other work just made me feel like giving up this job. people may think it's easy being a pre-school teaching. Well let me tell you this, IT'S NOT!!! It's not just teaching them and go home. It's feeding them with knowledge and skills that they will use when they enter primary school. It's observing their development and making sure they progress. And the hard work is actually doing their portfolio, firm in the class management, having the initiative of conducting the lesson and more. I just don't get. We're doing lots of work but the pay just SUCKS!!! I use to ignore the salary part but as the workload getting heavier, shouldn't the pay be higher???!!!
I just want a way out from here.....
