.Wednesday, February 04, 2009 ' 9:03 PM
ayul
Yesterday, Dear went for his leg operation at CGH. Went down after work with mum, bro, sis and bro in-law to visit him. He was still feeling very weak and in a daze. His mum, sis and bro came down after that. Stay for a while but i didn't have the chance to talk to him. Dear was discharged this afternoon and now he's at home resting for the next 3 or 4 months!!! And what does this mean??? Not able to go out with him, no more riding with him, no more adrenaline rush on the road... Aaaarrrggghhh!!! I'm so going to miss his TZM 'cause he is letting it go in May. *sNiff, sNiff*. But hopefully he will get a Super 4 and his driver licence after his leg is better. *wOOhOO!!!* Must not be too happy now. So now it's me going down to P.R to meet him instead of him coming down here meeting me.
Workload is getting heavy. People at work is driving me mad. "A-hud this, A-hud that." I may be young and capable there but i am no superwoman ok. Climbing, ME. IT work, ME. Running errands, ME. ME, ME, ME!!! And did i get a pay raise for this? NO!!! I'm not trying to complain but there's just that much i can do. I know im not on course but that doesn't mean i have to go home late everyday to finish up all the work. I'm not married but that doesn't mean i don't have a family back at home who still need me to help out with the household chores. My working hours as stated on my employment letter is from 7.30am to 12.30pm. But i have to stay up to 5pm to do the work and i'm not even paid for it. Work like a slave but i got pathetic pay. Maybe i should listen to my parents and quit this job and find a better job that pays me more than this. I think i am paid more when i was workin at O'briens as a part timer. As MOE is taking over, there's a lot of changes to do and we are like expected to do it in a short period of time. When i first heard the news of MOE taking over, i was happy 'cause basically our pay will increase but that will take time of course. I thought it's just for another 2-3 years so just stick to this job. But now i just don't know. I want to quit but there's just not enough people there but my sis said to me, why think of others? Sometimes i have to be selfish and think what is best for me. It's just so hard for me right now.....
Just now at work, while we were doing our work, one of my colleague said,"Suddenly, at times like this, I miss Mrs Lim voice and her antics." In which i also said that i miss her even though im always the one getting scolded. It's time like this that she's remembered 'cause despite the short period of time to complete our work, we will eventually finish it with her around, assigning us to our jobs and explaining in details what we should really be done. *sIgh* Unfortunately, she's not here. She will be missed...
