.Wednesday, June 04, 2008 ' 4:50 PM
ayul
Some updates....
30th May 2008Went to visit Mrs Lim at her house. Wasn't looking very good. Got to see her for 5 minutes 'cause she wanted to go back to her room to rest. Was in great pain. Stayed awhile longer but decided to go back as we still did not get to see her.
Follow Nad to town then to Marina Square to look for shoes and clothes. Got a call from Afni at 7.12pm. She told me that Mrs Lim passed away at 6.45pm. Was shocked but it was kind of expected. Reached home, i look through the things that she gave me. The memories just came back. I did cried 'cause i can't believe she's gone.
31st May 2008Our 7 years & 7 months anniversary, me & Dear.
Meet up with my colleagues at school to pack some of Mrs Lim stuff especially her Hello Kitty. Had our lunch and we went to her wake. Stayed there till about 8pm. I managed to control my emotions. Didn't want to outburst there.
1st June 2008Didnt go for to the wake as i got wedding at Lagun Sari. My cousin, whom i've never met before (maybe when i was young), got married.
2nd June 2008The last day of the wake. I cried when we went to see her body for the last time. Just looking at her, reminds me of her voice and her antics. I followed to the church and Mandai crematorium. Cried again when i see the coffin went in to the oven-like thingy 'cause this time, Mrs Lim is really, really gone.
I hope that her soul will rest in peace. Though i've only worked with her for 2 years and 3 months, it had been a pleasurable and memorable ones. I still remember the day she interviewed me. Without saying anything, she accepted me to worked there. Then there was the time that i made her cried over some admin stuff which i didnt do right. It wasn't on purpose. The teacher's day present that she gave us, I still keep it with me. I will never forget the nickname she gave me - A-hud & Diamond. Now everyone at work calls me A-hud! She call me diamond because i've made some progress since the crying incident. She said i'm like a diamond which need to be polished before it will glitter. Before she passed away, she told Mrs Chan to tell me to buck up. I'm touched for the fact she still woried for me. Rest assure i will buck up on my performance at work. I don't know who will take over us. We're like children who's mum is gone.
I will miss her...
