.Friday, September 15, 2006 ' 8:57 PM
ayul
I am feeling so, so tired. The reason is because after school re-open, practically everyday i went home at 8pm. There's just so much work to do. Had to finish up the project work, clean up the resource room, touch up music room and classroom, paste labels in the environment and on top of that we had to prepare for the next lesson. I tell you i can faint there. Why we need to do all this thing is because there will be some inspection next week. The people from the HQ will come down to evaulate the centre. I'm afraid that they will sit-in in my class and observe me. You know how i hate when people watch me teach. It's like a phobia. Hopefully everything will be ok.
After work today, the whole lot of us went to Al-Majlis again to have our complimentary lunch. I'm so lazy to tell you why. It got something to do with a complain we made.
I was surprised to receive a SMS from Inda, my coursemate. She invited me to her birthday celebration tomorrow but i guess i'm not going. I'm so going to be alone. But i will message her and wish her,
Will be meeting the besties tomorrow. Am waitin for the plan.
Conflict at work is so common. None of us can avoid me. I'm trying to change myself at work so people won't push me around and saying i'm not doing anything. I don't want people to think that i'm a heck care person and refuse to listen. I'm new in this environment and i hope people can guide me along and not spoon fed me. Anyway in the first place, i did not asked to be pamper or be mothered. If i'm wrong tell me or scold me if should be. If you bloody hell keep quiet, how the f**kin hell am i supposed to know and learn? If you get the scolding from the head because of me, then what am i supposed to do? Say sorry to you? Be grateful to you? Bloody hell i won't!!! Why should i? In the first place i didn't ask you to take the rap for me. I don't know what you are trying to do there. You want to protect me? Or you just want some credit for yourself? Am bloody sick with you! I just don't know what else to say. Fed-up with you.
