.Friday, April 21, 2006 ' 10:29 PM
ayul
I was bored n so i browse thru ppl blogs n i came upon 2 blogs which belongs to dis particular couple. And wat make touched abt it was dat, firstly they put up the same song on their own blog, secondly, they had pics of each other on their own blog, thirdly, they had been together long. Emotions...it came over me.
Wen i look back at my life for the last 6 yrs, it nvr seems to change a bit. It's the same every yr except 4 a thing or two. Frankly speakin, i wasnt really in love wif my BF wen we first got together. It was lyk a mutual feelins. But i tried my best to love him. However, at some pts of tym i feel lyk leaving him, i tot i want to break free fr the r'lationship which i did at once. Den after overcomin the obstacles, i realised he's the guy 4 me. I knew i cldnt find any other guy lyk him who can stand wif my constant naggin n nonsense. I cld cry juz thinkin abt him coz he's been there for me all the tym no matter wat. I let him dwn n make him havin doubts abt his feelin 4 me coz i had confess to him dat i still hef feelins for a particular person. But all dat had pass coz i noe i will nvr get the particular guy no matter how hard i try. Im blessed enuf to hef Dear in my life. Thank u Dear!!! *sOb, sOb* Feels lyk cryin now...Excuse me...
