.Tuesday, October 04, 2005 ' 5:45 PM
ayul
Do u ever sit back and thinkin to urself wat u want in life? Well i do after playin The Sims 2. (huh?!) In case u guys doesnt noe wat game is dat, it's a stimulation game where u control the character life. They do have their needs, their wants, their fears etc...
What i want in life is simplicity. Not living in extravagant and stuff. I want my family to be happy lyk we used to when we were young. I want my family to have better communication with each other. I want my family to solve problems in a nice way without any shouting or beating or watever.
I want my mum to go for the pilgrimage in good health and come back safe and sound. I'll pray for her safety and health all the tym. I want her to enjoy life now as she had been working to support us for the last 30 years or so.
I want my father to be in good health always. I want him to retire when i had start work and able to support him and my mum. I want him to be closer to God.
I want my sis to be closer to us and able to express herself to us. I want her to find a good man who can take care of her and love her. I want her to continue her studies so dat she will be able to find a good job dat have better pay.
I want my bro to study hard for his comin 'O's and get to his dream course in SP. I want him to be successful in things dat he loves to do, singing and writin song. I want him to have a good life ahead.
Me??? All i want is to get my diploma and teach the kids. Take care and support my parents so dat they wont need to work anymore to support us. To repent and change to be a better person. Enjoy life as much as i can. Find a good man who can support me and take care of me. Hmmm...wat else??
I'm afraid to think and plan for the future coz im scared it wont be lyk wat i had plan or something happened and halt it. It's deep to think abt life but sometym u juz have to.