.Sunday, August 28, 2005 ' 11:26 PM
ayul
sIgh...~U noe how frustratin it is wen u want to make a conversation wif ur fren, an old fren, thru MSN of course, den wen u were juz askin them how r they n stuff wen suddenly they either went offline or they said, "sorry, im bz. gtg." but actually they r still online??? Man...i was damn, damn upset ok. Here i am tryin to b a fren who remembers a fren, and they lyk tryin to avoid me. Well, if u guys wanna avoid me juz tell me k. So i wont be stupid enuf to talk to u guys wen u guys doesnt want 2 talk to me. It is also frustratin wen u had, i repeat HAD a guy fren whom after met a girl forgets abt u. Who the hell do u think i am??? U noe wat? I dun need a fren lyk u who forgots abt everything after u meet a girl. But dun come runnin back to me wen u have any probs. I wont b there to help u.
Im feelin pissed off now. I dunno why. I juz dun feel lyk doin anything. Be it eating, or watching tv, or reading a bk. Had a weird dream yesterday. I dreamt of dis guy, my pri sch mate, Firdaus. He had dis very big, fat furry cat. I cant remember wat conversation we had but we were sittin at a classroom wif some other ppl. Oh gosh..i feel lyk cryin now. Think i go and rest my mind b4 i fall into depression...
