..::It's JuZ mE...LaDy aYuL::..

Updates!!!

2010-01-23T21:47:00.003+08:00

It's 2010 already and already im stressed with lots of things. Kept getting this terrible headache from i-don't-know-what. Let's see what's making me stress and headaches...

First up is work. Obviously. This year i'm teaching both nursery and pre-nursery so i got to adjust my body timing. I'm so used to going back ard 3pm latest, this year i'm goin back as late as 5pm. My body is not used to it as i always had a short nap in the afternoon. Also workload is heavier from MOE and HQ. Don't want to elaborate that. I don't want to compare or anything but this year batch of children is so smart and very active. By the end of 11am, im already tired. And when pre-nursey ends at 3pm, my energy just drained out! This is only the first month, 1 got about 9 months more to go! However, i'm hoping a better work for myself this year.

Secondly, it's about Dear & me. Still contemplating whether want to have the ceremony or just simple family thingy. I want the latter but Dear wants to do ceremony. Hmmm...we'll just see how it is.

My social life sucks. No time to spend with Besties 'cause of the different work/school schedules. And of course money talks. Want to go out must at least have a few dollars but how when im tied down with so many things? Insurance, savings, bills...! The money doesn't roll in. I deserved a better pay!

Now im beginning to feel like my life sucks too. So boring, nothing interesting, no excitement to share with people. My life is like a routine everyday. I do the same thing day in and day out. Shit! I hate it!

Anniversary

2009-11-01T20:46:00.000+08:00

Time do past fast. I felt like it was yesterday we were together. The ups and downs we went through together. Our relationship started when we were just teenagers and now we are working adults. There are times when I wonder whether he is the guy that I am going to spend my life with or is he just a boyfriend for now? We do have plans for our future since the start of our relationship. Now, it looks like the plans are kicking in! Engagement, marriage, children, house...! Gosh! I just can’t believe it’s so going to happen soon. However, it was not always smooth sailing for us both. We had gone through lots of misery, disapproval and all kind of emotions before we are like what we are now (even though I’m sure there’s more to come!).

We broke up twice before. First time was because he was always busy with school until he had no time for me at all. Second time was because I was still thinking of another guy. Somehow we managed to overcome the problems. We talked about it, discussed on how we could compromise with each other, that sort of things. But guess what? I just found out that I could have lost him forever if not because of a call. He told me this secret recently, that on that particular night, his mind was set to forget about me and moved on. His friend even gave him a girl number and asked him to call her. So, he did. He was talking to her, getting to know her and when suddenly he got a call from me. He ended his conversation with her and answered my call. I wanted him back because I was feeling miserable without him and I was foolish to let him go just like that after being together for so long. When he told me about this, I nearly cried because if not because of the call, I would not have been with him right now! Funny thing how this fate thingy works. But it’s called fate so...

This will sound so sappy and mushy and so not me. But I have to say it. I have never been so in love and so into the relationship before. Now, I really know how it is. I treasure every moment I have with him. Not a single day passes by without me thinking about him. I grab any opportunity that comes by to spend time with him even for a little while. Soon, we will embark to another phase of our relationship where new things will crop out and new experience for us both. I’ll pray for our well-being together and may our relationship ends in marriage, I love you and HAPPY 9TH YEARS ANNIVERSARY SAYANG!

Wonder why...

2009-08-24T23:30:00.002+08:00

I may be in a long-term relationship but i guess that doesn't mean i've seen & heard everything about love & relationship. Every relationship is different and yes, love is complicated. I may not understand why sometimes people are in love with the 'wrong' person or get stuck in a sticky situation but i guess that's how love works. Only the person knows better. I've personally been in that type of situation and somehow it jeopardize my relationship with the person i now love most. I know it's wrong but i just can't shake off the feelings. Later into the years, after much thinking and heartbreaking moments, i realise that the saying, "If you love somebody, you've got to let him go. And if he ever comes back, then you know it was meant to be", was somehow true. Not easy to let go of someone who you have feelings for but in a way you know he/she will be happy wherever they are. It's no use having feeling for someone you know you won't be able to have because the misery will creep up into your life. After letting go of my past and looking at the present, i'm now more happier and so looking forward to the future. Love...the crazy feeling that you can get when you are in love.

Majulah Singapura

2009-08-09T14:47:00.002+08:00

Happy 44th Birthday Singapore!!! Today is National Day and as usual im at home, waiting for the NDP on Ch 5, as like any other years.

Right now, im supposedly be planning my syllabus for term 4 but im so stuck at FB. Mum and Dad not at home as they went back to Masai late last night to settle things there. Left me ad bro, who had his friends over to cook up a storm at the kitchen later. Hopefully they dont mess up the kitchen. So bored...I want to go out but there's nobody to go out with. Chit...

Coming events...

*Zoo Trip with Besties on the 15th August
*Teacher's Day Dinner @ Carousel on the 21st August
*Fasting Month starts on the 22nd August
*Teacher's Day on the 1st September
*1 week September holiday starts on the 5th September
*Hari Raya Puasa on the 20th September
*MY 23RD BIRTHDAY ON THE 25TH SEPTEMBER!!!

Ouhkies...i better get back to work.

Supposedly...

2009-06-27T00:54:00.002+08:00

It's nearly 1am. I've been siting in front of the laptop since 8pm, supposedly do my children's picture portfolios. Instead, i was busy doing don't-know-what at FB! It is so distracting sia! Now i've completed 2 of it, 13 more to go...

School will reopen on Monday. I just don't understand why they never extend the holidays. I mean it's not for the teachers advantage but at least things can be in control and not when things happen already then want to take action. But whatever it is, it's the MOE who give the calls so we go no say in this.

I'm seriously need to lose weight or i will be fat. No that i say fat is not good (well it is actually not good in a way), but im gaining weight and that's bad news. Luckily, i've started to jog and i got people to accompany me. Thanks Dear & Elfie for making the effort to come all the way here to jog together with me. This should be a rountine for us if not i will lose motivation to jog. Also, my parents bought an exercise machine so i can use that everyday. My aim is to lose some kilos before Raya.

I can't wait for later gathering at Simpang Bedok. Not sure who will be there. Will update that with some pictures after the event.

Ok...i better do some of the portfolio.

KL/Genting Trip With ECM

2009-06-16T21:03:00.003+08:00

I went for a short getaway to KL/Genting with the ECM peeps last Thurday night till Sunday. I was really looking forward to it since last December. Im not going into details because im just too lazy to write it all down but i will try in my next entry. In all, i had fun and it's been so many years since i last went to KL. It's so different. I want to go there again perhaps with my Besties if they want it.

Holiday is here but it sucks. There's work to be done (which is only 20% complete). Every holiday i feel the same way.

I dont know what else to write...

Updates!

2009-05-01T15:04:00.002+08:00

Yup, i know. I've not been blogging for a while now. I just don't have the time. Been busy with work (who's not?), with life. Some updates...

My colleague, Afni, gave birth to a baby girl on the 16th April. We were teasing her saying that when she go for her appointment, the doctor will have to asked her to stay in the hospital. Well, it came true! Her baby girl's name is Ayra Shaliez Irsa.

Yesterday, the HQ person came again to assess me. My gosh, i felt like having my practicum all over again! But before that, my right eyes kept twitching for 3 days straight especially when im at work. I asked Kak Ani what's the meaning behind it and she said i will receive good news. My partner, Su, teased me saying that Amir's family will come to asked for my hand in marriage! As if! So yesterday came, i was not feeling jittery or what not. I told myself to be as usual. After she left, Mrs Chan told us that we won't be seeing her till next year and that means good news! The HQ person said commented that i was doing much better than the last time she assessed me but there was some flaws but that's juzt minor flaws. Am so relieved!!!

Was supposed to go to Adeline's BBQ yesterday evening with Mrs Chan, Wee Nee and Su but Su was still in town and Mrs Chan excuse me from goin 'cause if i go i would feelleft out 'cause i don't really know the staff that well. Met Dear, Hisyam, Nada and Elfie at Pasir Ris and we're off to Mustafa to have some Thosai and some shopping. It was fun to be riding again with Dear and spend some time with the guys. I just can't wait for the ECM K.L-Genting trip this June. It's going to be a blast!

So, yup, that's bout what i have to update. Will blog more often!

Quittin!!!

2009-03-20T22:10:00.002+08:00

All my 3 years there, this is by far the worst year ever. I've never got enough rest from day 1. Work is being compiling even as i write this. I feel like quitting. Whenever i step in that place, my head feels heavy and throbbing with so much pain. I just can't take the pressure anymore. It's killing me. I want a way out. Fast.

I don't know why but i feel like i'm in the wrong work field. Maybe this is not my forte. But i don't' even know what's my interest. I used to have this mindset of going to work because i have a passion for children but right now i still have the same mindset but the other work just made me feel like giving up this job. people may think it's easy being a pre-school teaching. Well let me tell you this, IT'S NOT!!! It's not just teaching them and go home. It's feeding them with knowledge and skills that they will use when they enter primary school. It's observing their development and making sure they progress. And the hard work is actually doing their portfolio, firm in the class management, having the initiative of conducting the lesson and more. I just don't get. We're doing lots of work but the pay just SUCKS!!! I use to ignore the salary part but as the workload getting heavier, shouldn't the pay be higher???!!!

I just want a way out from here.....

Nice Weather

2009-02-28T20:43:00.002+08:00

It's such a nice weather to stay in, curl up with a good book and a mug of hot chocolate. But im not doing it. Just finish cooking dinner for the family and now surfing the net and listening to old school malay songs. Khehehe!

The assessment went great. Though i had some areas where i need to be improved, im glad everything is finished. No more late working hours(ya right!). Can't wait for the school term to finish. 2 more weeks to go.

It's been a long time since i last watch a movie. So far this year, i haven't watch even one. *sIgh* What's happening to my social life??? I better get it fix up before i end up being a dull and boring Huda! Speaking of social life, i've got a date with my Beaties this Sat. We're going for our usual karaoke session and dinner at Pastamania. Will update that with pictures after the event. Khehehe!

I miss riding on Dear's bike. The adrenaline rush when he speed on the expressway, the excited feeling when he purposely went in the KPE when the actual fact is that the ECP will be a shorter route back to my place, getting to look at the different buildings and the scenery, exploring new places and well, just being able to be his pillion even for a short while. I just have to wait for him to recover fully.

Ouhkies... i want to go watch 'Whose Line Is It Anyway'. Till then...

My Debut Album

2009-02-24T22:08:00.005+08:00

Band Name: The Candy Man

Album Name: Trying To Please Everybody

Tracks:
1. Little Different From Reproach
2. The Permission Of Another
3. Do Without The Necessities
4. Wished He'd Stay Away
5. Desire Is Your Heart
6. Don't have Any Class
7. Shall End In Certainties
8. Spur Of The Moment
9. Is In Their Dimensions
10. The Pain Of Stupidity
11. Body And Soul Together
12. It's All We'll Need
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Khehehe! Nad tagged me at FB but i don't want to do on my FB. So I post it at my blog instead. Quite bored actually and ended up doing this.

Tomorrow is the big day for us at work. The MOE person is coming in to assess us. This is like the time when i had my practicum. I'm not that nervous but this is MOE we're talking here. Hopefully eveything will go well.

Dear's Operation

2009-02-04T21:03:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, Dear went for his leg operation at CGH. Went down after work with mum, bro, sis and bro in-law to visit him. He was still feeling very weak and in a daze. His mum, sis and bro came down after that. Stay for a while but i didn't have the chance to talk to him. Dear was discharged this afternoon and now he's at home resting for the next 3 or 4 months!!! And what does this mean??? Not able to go out with him, no more riding with him, no more adrenaline rush on the road... Aaaarrrggghhh!!! I'm so going to miss his TZM 'cause he is letting it go in May. *sNiff, sNiff*. But hopefully he will get a Super 4 and his driver licence after his leg is better. *wOOhOO!!!* Must not be too happy now. So now it's me going down to P.R to meet him instead of him coming down here meeting me.

Workload is getting heavy. People at work is driving me mad. "A-hud this, A-hud that." I may be young and capable there but i am no superwoman ok. Climbing, ME. IT work, ME. Running errands, ME. ME, ME, ME!!! And did i get a pay raise for this? NO!!! I'm not trying to complain but there's just that much i can do. I know im not on course but that doesn't mean i have to go home late everyday to finish up all the work. I'm not married but that doesn't mean i don't have a family back at home who still need me to help out with the household chores. My working hours as stated on my employment letter is from 7.30am to 12.30pm. But i have to stay up to 5pm to do the work and i'm not even paid for it. Work like a slave but i got pathetic pay. Maybe i should listen to my parents and quit this job and find a better job that pays me more than this. I think i am paid more when i was workin at O'briens as a part timer. As MOE is taking over, there's a lot of changes to do and we are like expected to do it in a short period of time. When i first heard the news of MOE taking over, i was happy 'cause basically our pay will increase but that will take time of course. I thought it's just for another 2-3 years so just stick to this job. But now i just don't know. I want to quit but there's just not enough people there but my sis said to me, why think of others? Sometimes i have to be selfish and think what is best for me. It's just so hard for me right now.....

Just now at work, while we were doing our work, one of my colleague said,"Suddenly, at times like this, I miss Mrs Lim voice and her antics." In which i also said that i miss her even though im always the one getting scolded. It's time like this that she's remembered 'cause despite the short period of time to complete our work, we will eventually finish it with her around, assigning us to our jobs and explaining in details what we should really be done. *sIgh* Unfortunately, she's not here. She will be missed...

CNY Holidays

2009-01-27T20:59:00.000+08:00

CNY holiday was spent at Masai house with my mum, bro and Dear. Dad couldn’t go as he had to work while sis and bro in-law is honey-mooning at Turkey now. We set off on Sunday morning. Took the train to Bugis and then took the CW bus to JB. The new immigration checkpoint at JB was nice and big but it was too confusing and a long way to walk. I still prefer the old one despite it being a rundown now. After we cleared from the checkpoint we went to City Square where Dear bought me 3 t-shirts and my bro also bought 2 t-shirts. It was at a bargain price I tell you. We took the public bus to Giant Plentong where we bought some foods to sustain us for our 3 days stay there. We supposed to have our lunch at ‘The Chicken Rice Shop’. But I think I got the place mix up. Ended up we ate at this food court. After the groceries shopping, we took a cab back to our house. Didn’t do much for the first day, just watching the TV and chatting. The following day, which was a Monday, woke up and had our brunch. Sat outside at porch and exchanging stories of our ‘kampung’ life when we were little. At about 3.30, we decided to have a walk to the supermarket which was way outside from the housing area. Thought of taking the shortcut but we changed our mind. It took us 30 minutes to get there (5 minutes if we drive). Got our food supplies for the day and we waited for a cab to get home but there was none in sight. So, we walked home and took the shortcut this time. It was a hilarious experience for me, bro and Dear. We had to get across this muddy place which we did and had mud all over our slippers and feet. It’s like a little trekking we did there. We walked barefooted all the way home which wasn’t that far and my mum was like asking why we got mud all over. We told her what we did and she laughed. We washed our legs and slippers at the porch and ended up washing the whole front porch as it was quite dirt. Took our bath, had dinner and we watch the DVDs we bought at the supermarket till 2am. Slept after that and woke up around 11am. Had our brunch and got ready to go back.

I’m glad my parents especially my dad, accepted Dear. After 8 years we’ve been together, they finally met and get to know him better. So no more hiding from them anymore. I’m so relieved. My prayers had been answered at last. And now, it’s my turn to get to know his parents. Hopefully it will turn out OK. I got to go to sleep now. Tomorrow is the CNY party and we having steamboat after that. Can’t wait. Ouhkies…nights people!!!

Sis's Wedding

2009-01-17T21:02:00.004+08:00

CONGRATS SIS! And now you're someone's wife. I'm going to miss you so much 'cause we won't be sharing room anymore and we will have lesser time together.

I'm just too lazy to write the details but i'm glad everything went smoothly on that two days. After like almost a year planning and preparing, it really paid off. Oh yea... Thanks Besties for coming down. To u also Dear and Nada for staying over and help out wherever is needed. I appreciate it guys and babes!!!

I'm so pack with work now. Lots of things to do and prepare. With the MOE taking over, there's lot of changes to be make. Sometimes i wonder why i choose this job. My gosh... There's no turning back now. I don't know whether i can do it or not. My sis and mum is pressing me to change job with better pay but they just don't understand it. *sIgh*

I've Got It!!!

2008-12-29T21:25:00.005+08:00

I would like to thanks my sis for upgrading her line and also for paying a portion of it. My Dear who also pay a portion of it. I love you guys! Thanks for making me happy and also tolerate with my pleading and whatnots.

THANK YOU FOR THE SAMSUNG M8800 PIXON!!!

One more thing to strike off from my wishlist...

2009 is very near. Time flies very and i mean very fast. 3 years with the company, 4 years of teaching. I'm so not prepared for 2009. I don't know what's in store for me. I hate new year...

And yea...i think i'm starting to be addicted... Chit...

Omnia Or Pixon

2008-12-19T02:18:00.003+08:00

One of my close pal got engaged last Saturday. I was surprised to hear the news but was equally happy and excited for her. It's not like everyday i got invited to my friends engagement/wedding. Congrats Su! So girls...who's next in line???

See what's was strike off from my wishlist? YES! My favourite perfume, Incanto Heaven by Salvatore Ferragamo. My sister bought it for me since she saw it on offer. I also added some other things that i want to get. Hopefully i can my hands on those!

Omnia or Pixon? I want the Pixon because of the 8 megapixel and also because i want a touchscreen phone. I've research it and i found it to be a suitable phone for me. Easy to use, though people said it's a thick phone but it's the slimmest 8 mp hp around. Hmmm... Just wait for the 27th ok and i'll tell you which phone i will get (hopefully).

I want to do something about my hair. Colour it or highlight, cut a different hairstyle. I don't know but i know something must be done to my hair!

Monday working. Sucky right? I still want to spend my holidays doing nothing before i start teaching again. *sIgh* Decor is like 50% done. Still left my birthday wall which i'm trying to finish up by today. Oh yes... my pay is tomorrow. Not sure if we get our bonus. *crOss fIngErs*

Coming up... Karaoke with Besties, Karaoke with ECM peeps, new school term ,Sis wedding. Update about it...

A Movie Date Went Wrong

2008-12-06T00:35:00.002+08:00

Remind me again :
* Wake up early and do the household chores so that can go out early.
* Never ask a sleepy man question or end up regretting it.
* Don't ever say "If i never meet you, i won't die anyway."
* Soccer games is VERY IMPORTANT to a him and he won't cancel it for my sake.
* It's ALWAYS my fault. Don't blame him.
* Don't hope so high for a date 'cause sometimes (actually most of the times!)it
will never happen.
* Let myself have the heartache.
* Let him go out with his friends if he cancel a date with me.

So, no movie for me. No meeting him. Just lots of heartache, anger, frust and all the other feelings. For now, no talking to him, no messaging him, no meeting him and no to things that associated with him. Sick of him, hate him, and all the bad things i can write about him.

One date is all i ask, and this is what i get. What else do you want from me? Everything i did is never right. F***!!!

Great Weekend, Boring Weekday

2008-12-01T13:20:00.005+08:00

I had the greatest weekend ever. Karaoke with Nad & Dear on Sat, movie night with the ECM peeps on Sunday.

Karaoke was OK. Ain was supposed to tag along but she can't make it due to her job training. So left the three of us who sang our hearts out till the last song, "I'm never gonna dance again, guilty feet have got no rhythm, though it's easy to pretend I know you're not a fool." Khehehe! Anyway, heard that there's a Cash Studio branch at Simpang Bedok. Should check that out and maybe Karaoke Session 6 be held there darlings???

Movie night with the ECM peeps on Sunday. Didn't know we're going to watch a movie 'cause i didnt check the discussion board at FB. Some wanted to watch 'Four Christmases' while others want to watch 'Hell's Highway: Km31'. Majority wins and so we watch the latter. The story?
After a mysterious accident on kilometer 31, Agata falls into a coma. Her twin sister Catalina telepathically feels her pain and hears her whispering for help. Together with her boyfriend Nuno and Agata's mate Omar, they return to kilometer 31 of the road. Soon, they discover that the place is surrounded by supernatural accidents caused by the ghost of a mother who lost her son many years ago. Catalina then finds out that Agata's spirit is trapped between the world of the living and the dead.
Didn't really understand the last part or should i say the story 'cause the storyline is a bit draggy. But had fun overall.

Weekdays is here and i'm home alone today. I'm bored to tears here. Meetin Dear later evening to pick up the curtain from my mum's friend. Then maybe just chill out.

Decor is still waiting for me to do but i don't have the mood or inspiration to do. Think i cancel my KL trip. I'm broke (after buying the Baju for my sis wedding) and it's only the start of the month. Damn!

Besties...let's go Sentosa instead...How?

On a happier note...I'VE FOUND MY RING! YEAH!!!

Misplaced...

2008-11-26T12:28:00.003+08:00

I'VE MISPLACED MY RING!!! I'm so in deep, deep trouble. That's like the 2nd ring that Dear gave me and i lost it...again! I can't remember taking it off and put anywhere. I was out the whole day yesterday and i only realised it after i put down the phone with him at night. How could i be so careless??? Dear is so damn disappointed in me. Shit, shit, shit!!! Now i don't know what to do... *sIgh*

Wondering....

2008-11-19T22:23:00.004+08:00

At times i like to wonder about things that had past, just happen or things that's going to happen. Wondering about all these things make me think deeper about it.

I sometimes wonder why there are things that i want it to happen to me but it doesn't. What would happen now if the things did happened. Would it be a good thing or a bad thing? When i probe into it a bit deeper, i know why these things did not or did happen. Somehow, it's for my own good. It's like a blessing in disguise. Though i wished and prayed and hoped so hard for it to happen but it didn't because there's a reason behind it. But there are things that i wish i could change.

Now, in the present world, i have to always think of what i should do next. I just couldn't sit around and leave the day as it is. I did my own reflection for the day. Whether the day goes as i want or is there anything that i should take note of. And i'm just stress living in the present world.

The future is still dark for me. I thought after i've graduated, there will be a shining light in front of me but somehow it fades to black. I don't know what the future holds for me. I want to think and plan for my future, but i just don't know where to start. Study, marriage, family, finance... *sIgh* I really need help.

Again

2008-11-16T20:54:00.002+08:00

So here we go again about the boyfriend who can go out to meet his friends but can't talk to the girlfriend for at least 5 minutes. I'm sick of this stupid thing. He just doesn't realise it or maybe he's just ignorant to this little thing that i asked from him. Do i ask for much? No, i don't think so. All i ask is for him to at least call me once a day so we can have a decent conversation like we used to have. But i think that little thing is too big for him to do. He don't like to argue or fight with me but little did he know that this thing is making me pissed off with him. But at the end of the day, i tell myself to let it go and let it be. And guess who's at the losing end? The girlfriend of course. Told him about him and thought he will do something about it but he just ignore it and can tell me, "At least i call you during my lunch break. That counts right? What else do you want?" Bloody hell you. I'm so freaking frustrated. I don't know what else i should do.

Is it my fault that i can't stay out late at night???

*THE PROBLEMS WITH GUYS*

IF YOU TREAT HIM NICELY, HE WOULD THINK YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH HIM
IF YOU DON'T, HE WOULD THINK THAT YOU'RE PROUD

IF YOU DRESS NICELY, HE WOULD SAY YOU'RE TRYING TO SEDUCE OTHER GUYS
IF YOU DON'T, HE WOULD TELL YOU THAT YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO DRESS UP

IF YOU ARGUE WITH HIM, HE WOULD SAY THAT YOU'RE STUBBORN
IF YOU KEEP QUIET, HE WOULD SAY THAT YOU HAVE NO BRAINS

IF YOU'RE SMARTER THAN HIM, HE WILL LOSE 'FACE'
IF HE'S SMARTER THAN YOU, HE WILL THINK THAT HE IS THE GREATEST

IF YOU DON'T LOVE HIM, HE WILL TRY TO POSSESS YOU
IF YOU DO LOVE HIM, HE WILL TRY TO LEAVE YOU

IF YOU SCOLD HIM, HE WILL SAY YOU NAG A LOT
IF HE SCOLDS YOU, IT'S BECAUSE HE CARES

IF YOU BREAK YOUR PROMISE, YOU CANNOT BE TRUSTED
IF HE BREAKS HIS PROMISE, IT'S BECAUSE HE HAS NO OTHER CHOICE AND IS FORCED TO

IF YOU HURT HIM, YOU'RE CRUEL
IF HE HURTS YOU, HE WOULD SAY THAT YOU'RE TOO SENSITIVE

SO HARD TO PLEASE GUYS. CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT THEM, CAN'T LIVE WITH THEM

Holiday & SICK!!!

2008-11-15T18:31:00.002+08:00

It's the holiday already!!!!! Now i can rest and sleep peacefully without thinking about getting up early for work. But...i think i'm coming down with a fever! My throat is dry, nose blocked and i'm feeling weak. It's just the first week of the holiday but it's ok, i still have 5 other weeks to go *eVil gRin*.

Yesterday had dinner with Besties at TM's Fish & Co, after which we chilled at the void deck since there's no more seats behind TM (Stupid sey.). As usual, crapping, laughing and exchanging stories. Can't wait for the next 2 weeks to come 'cause we so going KARAOKE again!!! Best lah singing loud together. Another form of de-stressing.

There's like so much thing i want to write but somehow i just can't remember it. Hate this.

Besties, let's get away...

Chalet @ Costa Sand Pasir Ris

2008-11-02T21:09:00.003+08:00

Last Friday, Dear & his friends invited me to come down to their chalet. It was for the fun of it. After woerk, went home to shower and packed my things. Dear picked me up after 7pm. Reached there, there was only 7 of us. Chilled out & BBQ while waiting for the others to come down. They played the guitars, sang, eat and chatted. Around 1 in the morning, the guys played card game while i looked on. They suggest playing 'Twister' which i also looked on. Khehehe! After things get boring, we played 'Pictionary'. Had lots of fun but my team didn't win but who cares. Around 4am, most of them wanted to go crash at the Aloha swimming pool. Me, Dear, Frida, Wanbo & Ayam stayed and watched 'Ironman' (which after a while it watches me!). It was around 6 that they came back and it was raining heavily. Damn cold but nice weather to sleep. Ordered Mac for breakfast. Because it was raining, it will only come at 8.30am. Me, Dear, Frida, Elfie & Wanbo sat outside and chatted while waiting for our much awaited breakfast. After we ate, we went to sleep again. make a move around 3pm. Wished i could stay longer but i cant. Overall i had fun hanging out with them.

Yup...2 more weeks to go!!!

8 Years Anniversary

2008-10-31T00:01:00.001+08:00

Dear Ayang,
"HAPPY 8 YEARS ANNIVERSARY TO US!" Wow...we've been together for 8 years and i hope to be together for many more years. Usually i will write a poem for you but this year i want to write to you.

I want to thank you for everything that you have done to me.
* For understanding me.
* For being there for me when im in need.
* For being a good listener when i poured out my problems.
* For being patience and tolerance with my nonsense.
* For completing me.
* For giving me hope to move on with life.
* For encouraging me.
* For bringing laughter and joy to my life.
And most importanatly...
*FOR LOVING ME!!!

I've done things that make you angry, disappointed, sad and etc. I'm sorry for that but i don't really mean it.

Hopefully we will be able to answer the people question all this time in 4 years time. Khehehe!

31st October 2008

A7X Concert

2008-10-26T19:15:00.002+08:00

Last Friday, I went to Max Pavillion with my bro, sis, bro in-law to be & Kak Bee with her bf, to watch A7X!!! I was damned excited as this is like my first concert. It was not that packed but all this people just keep squeezing even though there's much, much more space behind. (Oh yea, it's a rock concert i forgot!). There's this local band who did the opening but i wasn't really paying attention to them.After they finished performing, we were left there standing, waiting for A7X to come out. Almost half an hour waiting, finally they came out to performed!!! I was so excited because i got to see M. Shadows upfront!!! He's so good looking! As usual, there's the mosh. Luckily i got my bro to protect me from all this mad people, who pushed and dance like nobody business and also jumped on my feet (it's still aching). Overall, i really enjoyed myself. I'm having a bad cough and sore throat now from singing. Khehehe!!!

3 more weeks left of the 4th term. Part of me can't wait for the holidays to come and part of me is feeling sad 'cause i'm going to miss my children!!! I try not to scold and shout at them as this is like the only time where i can really bond with them.

Unbound...The Wild Ride

2008-10-15T22:03:00.004+08:00

It's been sometimes since i wrote in. Been busy with work actually. So here goes...

Last Saturday i had to work because of the graduation concert for the kindergarten side. Our centre was, as usual, in charge of crowd control and refreshment. Before that i went to Mama's house for her open house then off to the graduation concert. It's been 3 years since i work here and so most of the K2 students who's performing was in my class when i started teaching. Was so proud to see them all grown up and will be entering Pri. 1 next year.

On Sunday, went out 'Raya-ing' with Besties. The others can't make it though. I met Ain at Pasir Ris and we headed to Nad's house first. After calling-calling people to see whether we can come over their house, we went to Sab's house which was across the streets from Nad's. From there we took a cab to Cnah's place as she's going out soon. Had fun crapping and updating news about ourselves. Gosh, just miss her company! Took a cab again to Cam's house at Pasir Ris. Managed to watch Abg Taufik performed at the President's Star Charity on TV. He is so not a jazz singer. Just stick to R&B Abg! Khehehe! Managed to take pictures by the poolside. We were so eager to jumped right into the inviting cool water. So tempting to go in! Luckily we get a cab there or we had to walked all the out to street. Last house was mine, just in time as my mum just got home. Though we only went to like 4 houses, at least we managed to go out unlike last year where we had to cancel at the very last minute. Next year Ain drive k? No need to take cab. Khehehe!

Did you see what was strike off from my wishlist??? YES! A7X CONCERT TICKET!!!! I just can't wait for 24th October! This will be my maiden trip to a concert. Pathetic right? *LoLz* I've put a list of their songs at my Jukebox. I love their songs but i love this particular song, Unbound (The Wild Ride). Enjoys!!!

Somewhere life is good, and things go as they should
It's hard to find, but that’s alright, yeah yeah
Searching for the way, push harder everyday
It's deep inside, that shining light, yeah yeah
But I'm scarred, by barriers placed in my path
I'm scathed

This ride that takes me through life
Leads me into darkness but emerges into light
No one can ever slow me down
I'll stay unbound

Sometimes when we're young, and always on the run
It gets so dark and I know that place, yeah yeah
So don't be too concerned, you've got a lot to learn
Well so do I and we've got plenty of time, yeah yeah
Don't fall off the track yet with so many races to go
Hold on

This ride that takes me through life
Leads me into darkness but emerges into light
No one can ever slow me down
I'll stay unbound

Some live so wrong, with what we do is each his own
Living in fear, endless shame for countless years
I never lived in fear I knew I'd die another day
I never viewed my life as something...slipping away

Some live so wrong, with what we do is each his own
Living in fear, endless shame for countless years
(I never lived in fear I knew I'd die another day
I never viewed my life as something...slipping away)

There's nothing here to take for granted
With each breath that we take
The hands of time strip youth from our bodies
And we fade, memories remain
As time goes on

There's nothing here to take for granted
With each breath that we take
The hands of time strip youth from our bodies
And we fade, memories remain
As time goes on

22 & Raya

2008-10-03T18:36:00.002+08:00

I turned 22 already!!! Didn't really celebrate. My sibs surprised me with a birthday cake exactly at 12am on my birthday. Dear called me before that to sing birthday song followed by Nad who also sings for me. Awwww, so sweet. Thanks peeps for your calls and wishes and messages.

Had a so-called belated birthday dinner plus Iftar on the Saturday. Went to eat at this Thai restaurant at Bussorah Street. Damn nice sia the food especially the green curry!!! I want to eat there again!

Today is the 3rd day of Raya. On the 1st day itself, my family and I didn't went out 'cause my 3 older aunties are not back yet from Umrah so there's like no other houses to go. Nanda & family came over though after she went to her in-law house. She herself don't know where to go. Playing with my niece & nephew, who can't stop calling me, "Aunty Lulu!!!" On sunday then we will go visiting but i guess only my aunties and uncles house only.

Till here, Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir & Batin!

Iftar 2008

2008-09-21T20:47:00.010+08:00

Yesterday, went 'Iftar' with the Besties. Met them at the airport since i was already there sending my aunties. Naddy wanted to eat at Popeyes but it was full house. Swensen's was out of the question (unless we queue up and wait for an hour). We walked around and we found Breekz which was not full with people and decided to breakfast there. We ordered our food and while waiting, we do what we love to do most, taking pictures!

Ain & Sab

Me & Nad

Nad & Ain

Sab & Me

Ain With Her Seafood Baked Pasta

Me With My Pan-Fried Doryfish With Lime Honey Chilli

Nad With Her Fish & Chips

Sab With Her Beef Patties With Cheese

The girls never fail to make me laugh. We go bonkers when we meet up each time. After dinner, we wanted to chill out so we went to Starbucks only to find out it was packed. We checked out Coffee Bean and Gloria Jeans but there was no seat. (It's Saturday mind you, that's explain the lack of seats.) Headed down to T3 to see whether we could just sit somewhere.

While Waiting for The Skytrain

Inside The Skytrain

Besties Onboard The Skytrain

Reflection

Walked around there, and i mean literally walked around. We go up, down, down, up, up, down again and i think we covered almost 90% of T3. We eventually sat at TCC. Sab actually bought and brought a cake for me, Nad and Ain to so-called celebrate their belated birthday and my upcoming birthday. Cam-whoring again and then we parted. Had a blast with them. Enjoyed every moment of laughing, crapping and joking.

Inside The Lift

Let's Walk

Nad & Me Happy-happy

Outside TCC

Me & Ain @ TCC

Sab & Me @ TCC

Birthday Galore

Me With The Cake

Blowing The Candles

Besties @ TCC

This Tuesday probably will breakfast with Dear 'cause he wants to find a white Baju Kurung and i want to buy my white heels. Oh yea, we didn't even plan a same colour code Baju Kurung this year. It's pure coincidence.

I have another good news. Actually backdated already. Remember i went for the English course HQ Sent us to go? I've got the result and i got MERIT!!! YEAH! Plus another $100 for me. Im overjoyed when i received my results. I thought i would only get a pass. Alhamdulilah!

I want to go pack my bag and iron my clothes for tomorrow. Nytz!

Here we go...

2008-09-18T17:36:00.005+08:00

Today is the 18th day of the fasting month. So far, so good. Alhamdulilah. 11 more days to go...

This Sat will be sending my 3 aunties, Mama, Mak Nor & Mak Long, off to Umrah. They will be going for 13 days if im not mistaken. After that, will go 'Iftar' with my Besties. I can't decide which place i want to go. Still finding and thinking. Hopefully by tomorrow i can come up with a place.

Last Sat went over to Nanda's house. Sis drew flower motifs on her wall. Quite nice but i didn't take any pictures 'cause she finished drawing around 11pm and everyone was tired. Got to spend time with my 2 cuties, aDik & sHasHa. They are really adorable and fun to be with. Guess what? Think now i should change my name to Aunty Lulu instead of Aunty Nurul. That's how aDik calls me now. Aunty Lulu! Aunty Lulu! Khehehehe!

Avenged Sevenfold is coming to Singapore!!! They're having a concert on this 24th October at Max Pavillion. I want to go!!! Tix is $75 before 21st September and $95 after that. Might be going with my sis, bro, bro in-law to be, Kak Bee & her bf, and some of their friends. This is so going to be super cool.

Exactly 1 more week to my 22nd Birthday! Weeeee! I don't ask for much. Just good health, happiness, good job and peace. Anyway, i'll just put up this wishlist of mine for the fun of it.

Samsung SGH-F480

PSP slim & lite

Salvatore Ferragamo Incanto Heaven

Hehehe...That's the 3 things which i really, really, really want (hint, hint!).

Got to fry my doughnuts. Selamat Berbuka!

Superhuman

2008-09-04T15:52:00.003+08:00

It's the 4th day of Ramadan. 26 more days to go. Im alone at home now. My parents and bro is at Masai house right now. If only im not working tomorrow, then i could followed them there. But anyway im goin there tomorrow after work with sis so its ok. just finished cooking 'Sambal Sardines'. Too lazy to cook a big meal and it's only me and my sis breaking fast together.

Nad's dad is being warded in the hospital. Nad told me he collapsed in the office. Hopefully he's fine. Nad is going to India to see him. Don't worry too much ok Nad. Just pray that he'll be alright.

The 1 week holiday is coming to an end soon. So fast sey. Didn't have time to really relax. 10 more weeks of school and the year-end holiday will start. Just be patient Huda.

Just the other day i chatted with Tameem on the MSN. As usual, we asking how are you and stuff. Oh yeah, he's engaged already and will be getting married either before he takes his MBA or after he finish his MBA. I jokingly told him to invite us all to his wedding and sponsor our flight tickets and he just laughed it off. Told dear about it and he said we should start saving now so we can go to India to Tameem's wedding.

This is one of my favourite song right now. Superhuman by Chris Brown Feat. Keri Hilson. Just love the song.

Chris:
Weak, I have been crying and crying for weeks.
How'd I survive when I can barely speak,barely eat on my knees.

Keri:
But that's the moment you came to me, I don't know what your love has done to me.
Think im invincible I see through the me I used to be.

You've changed my whole life, don't know what you're doing to me with your love.
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me, a superhuman heart beats in me, nothing can stop me here with you.
Superhuman..
I feel so superhuman x2

Chris:
Strong, since i've been flying and righting the wrongs.
Feels almost like i've had it all along, I can see tomorrow.

Keri:

Where every problem is gone because I flew everywhere with love inside of me.
It's unbeliveble to see how love can set me free.

You've changed my whole life, don't know what you're doing to me with your love.
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me, a superhuman heart beats in me, nothing can stop me here with you.
Superhuman..
I feel so superhuman x2

It's not a bird, not a plane, it's my heart and it's going gone away.
My only weekness is you, only reason is you, every minute with you
I feel like I can do, anything..
Going,going i'm gone away, in love.

You've changed my whole life, don't know what you're doing to me with your love.
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me, a superhuman heart beats in me, nothing can stop me here with you.
Superhuman..

Updates!!!

2008-09-01T00:37:00.008+08:00

24th August 2008

At last! Karaoke session with the Besties & the guys. Nad book the room at 3pm and we just can't have enough of it that we extended another hour! Besties & me sang for almost an hour before we pass the mic to the guys. After that, we just sang together whatever song that we know. In between in singing, we stop for awhile to celebrate Ain's birthday. We brought the cake & her pressie and she was surprised! Khehehe... After the karaoke, Ain had to go 'cause her bf is fetching her while the rest of us headed to Far East Plaza to eat. After which we went home as we had to work the next day.

28th August 2008

Me & Dear went to watch Wall-e at PS. Im so, so love the story!!! Wall-e is so cute! I love the part where Eve was in so-called coma, and Wall-e was protecting her from the rain, brought her to see the sunset. That was so touching. This is a recommemded movie to watch. I don't mind watching it again!

29th August 2008

Today is ACES Day cum Teacher's Day. The children all came in with presents in their hand for their teachers. Thanks children for the presents! We did the workout 2 times and then to eat the food that we prepared for them like hotdog with cheeese, fishball, sandwich of different spreads and cut fruits. After school, we all cleaned up the school and left for our lunch at Carousel.

First time there and i tell you, the food is really nice. I tried almost all the dishes there (minus the mutton, sushi and lobster) and the dessert *hmmmmm* very tasteful. The fondue...makes me feel like bringing it home. After eating, it was exchanging gifts time but we had to leave the place as it will be tea time soon. We make our way to the McDonald at Shaw Centre and have our exchange gifts there. Pics will be up soon 'cause most of the pics is in the school's digicam.

30th August 2008

Teacher's Day dinner at Sheraton Towers. Theme: Batik. Dear got me my Batik dress at Jakarta. My sis did my makeup & hair for me. Thanks sis! Max Brenner for you ok?. Took a taxi there and met with my colleagues in front of the ballroom. The dinner is ok and the programme just sucks. It's so boring and to make it worst we were seated right at the back of the ballroom where you can't actually see anything on the stage. After the dinner, met my sis and bro in-law to be at Balestier. They just finished their dinner and waiting for the dessert which was waffle with ice-cream. I was hungry also (the food at sheraton was not nice), i ordered waffle for myself also. Took a cab back home where i quickly wash up and sleep. Here some pics.

The Teachers
From left to right: Me, Mrs Teo, Ms Yip, Su, Kat, Kak Ani, Wee Nee, Afni, Kak Fauziah, Mrs Chan & Aunty

Marigold Class Teachers : Kak Ani & Wee Nee

Hibiscus Class Teachers : Su & Kat

Orchid Class Teachers : Afni & Kak Fauziah

Ladybird Teachers : Mrs Chan, Afni, Ms Yip, Kak Ani & Wee Nee

You must be wondering where's my pic with my partners. The pic didnt turn out well lah so when i get the pic then i upload ok.

Happy Teacher's Day to all the teachers and Selamat Berpuasa to all Muslimin & Muslimat.

MAGIC!

2008-08-17T20:05:00.003+08:00

Sounds familiar? You guess it right if u were thinking about the Samsung handphone advertisement. This song is sing by Robin Thicke and the title is 'Magic'. Catchy tune i must say. Didn't know it was Robin Thicke until my bro told me.

I just can't wait for the day when i finally leave this house. Not that i don't like staying here but sometimes, it's just good for me to leave so i won't be a burden to anyone. I know i've not contribute financially but at least i help out in doing the household chores. I know you all want me to find a job with a pay that match with my qualification but please give me time. I'm settling down with this job already. It's just so hard for me to leave it. I know the pay is pathetic and the workload is damn heavy, but i've told you guys beforehand the job scope isn't it and you guys was okay with it. But i guess not. Don't worry. I know what i'm doing and i know what's best for my future.

4 years Dear? I'm being patient here, waiting. I just can't wait to settle down and move.

Mum is sick and i'm doing nothing about this. I want her to stop working but how am i to support her when i myself am struggling to support myself? I'm so not a good daughter.

How i wish i could disappear...

Where Were You?

2008-08-16T15:40:00.002+08:00

Some friends come and stay with you. While some come and go. A few who come and go as they like. I do have friends like the latter. When i try to get her, she seems uncontactable. Sometimes she will message or call when i'm least expected. Then she will disappear again. I wonder why she's like that. Busy? Everyone else is also busy with work, school and their life. But at least all of us try to squeeze in some time in our busy schedule to meet up. That is why nowadays i can't be bothered to call he up when we have a meet up 'cause i know she won't go or she's uncontactable. I've told her off one time but it doesn't seems to work. I really treasure her friendship but i don't know if she even care about this friendship. Whatever it is, i pray for her happiness wherever she is.

Hello!

2008-08-13T20:14:00.002+08:00

Work has been stressin me lately. So many deadlines to meet. Syllabus master, portfolio, checklist... Where am i going to find the time to do all that at the same time? Got to start now before more works pile up on me. Such bad habit i have. Doing things at the eleventh hour.

Some updates. I went to Genting last month. After like 2 trips (in 2000 & 2004), i got to play almost all the rides! Thrilling, super fun and i want to go again. Besties, in December or next year??? Hehehe!

Didn't watch any movies, yet. But i did watch 'The Dark Knight' at Genting. The show was draggy but i love the way Heath Ledger act as The Joker.

Outing to Labrador Park next Friday. Karaoke Session with Besties & the guys on Sunday. Teachers' Day lunch at Carousel the following Friday. And Teachers' Day Dinner at Sheraton Tower on Ssturday. Woah...weekend is pack with activities. Before i know it, it's Fasting month and then Raya. How fast the time flies.

Ok...i'll update again soon. When i got the time.

Stress!!!

2008-07-14T16:43:00.002+08:00

Watch Hancock with Dear last 2 weeks ago. One of the best movie i ever watch. The story is very touching and funny. Almost cried in the part when Hancock, who was badly hurt try to run away as far from Charlize Theron character so as to save her. That just touched me. Am so gonna watch it again.

Dear is going to Jakarta this Thursday with his parents and bro. Not for holiday but to send his mum for treatment there. He will only be back on Monday. *bOo-hOo*. But then again, it's not that bad. It's not like as if we've never been apart for a long time. At most i'll be busy with my mum's & aDik's birthday. Khehehe! Talking about that, i still don't know what to get for mum. *wOndering*

Racial Harmony Day will be celebrated on Monday instead of this Friday. I don't know why but i'm not too enthusiast in this year class performance. Firstly, my class just started practising the songs. Secondly, I just can't think of dance steps for them. Thirldly, they don't seem interested in whatever i'm teaching them. Gosh...they just get on my nerve all the time. Are the children getting more out of hand each year? It seems to me like yes. I'm always left feeling tired everyday. What's with the mucus and vomit and oh...i don't want to list it down here as it can get very disgusting. But i still love them no matter what. They always bring a smile to my face every day.oh yea...back to the RHD. Hopefully everything will turns out ok.

11 more days...for my weekend getaway to GENTING!!! Im so needing it.

Movies!!!

2008-07-02T17:16:00.005+08:00

Ouhkies...Updates!!!

I've been watching movies for the past 2 weeks. 3 movies to be exact.

GET SMART
Went to watch it with the Besties at Century Square. Comical story with great acting from Anne Hathaway & Steve Carrell. Not forgetting Dwayne Johnson. I don't know how to describe the story but it's one of the best movie i ever watch.

YOU DON'T MESS WITH THE ZOHAN
Wanted to watch this movie at the Leisure Kallang Park (or something like that). Unfortunately, they don't accept NETS and there's no ATM. (It Sucks!). Dear & me then went to watch at Suntec. Another funny story by Adam Sandler. Quite corny lah the story but if you look it at another perception, it's actually about the war that's going on between the U.S & Iraq and Iraq with Palestin.

WANTED
Dear wanted to watch this story so i went along after work on Friday. It's was a bit boring for me at first but when the action part came up, I was blown away with the effect and stuff. I don't know how to describe it but it's like WHOA! I want to get the DVD and it again.

2 birthday for June. My father's 52nd (2306) and my bro's 19th (3006). Had a small celebration at Bali Thai, Suntec. We ordered quite a lot of food 'cause we wanted to use my sis voucher which she can redeem for $200 in one receipt. The food is quite nice. Pics will be up later as i haven't transfer it to my laptop. We got for my father a Puma shoe and a Nokia 6500 for my bro. I'm so jealous...

On Sat, Bro in-law to be treat me. bro & sis to a steamboat at Mount Faber. Lots of seafood i tell you. The food was nice and i don't mind going there again. Took the cable car after that just for the fun of it. Nice view from the top.

Nad's, Ash's, my mum's & aDik's birthday coming up next.....

Cops & Robbers

2008-06-19T20:26:00.002+08:00

1 down, another 1 to go. I'm so relieved that i've finished with my English oral exam. It's like taking 'O' level again. Funny thing is that i didnt feel nervous or jittery like i always do before a big exam. I was somewhat calm! Cool man... Khehehe! Tomorrow is the written test. Have yet to go through the different letter format. Hey, it's not just formal and informal letter like 'O' level ok. There's speech, persuasive letter, argumentative letter, proposal, memo and i don't know what else is there. But there will only be one question only and it's is one of the format above. Hopefully it's not a tough paper. 1 hour is not enough to crack my brain to think! It's been a while since I last wrote letter. 25o words for me now is hard to achieve. I don't know how i can do it last time.

Supposedly today i had a movie date with the Besties but Ain couldn't make it and the 'Bonding' session with my colleague was brought forward to today. Had our lunch at Swensen and we talked and more talking. Mrs Chan brief us a bit about what we supposed to do next week, some admin stuff to do and blah, blah. I'm going to have a big responsibility now. Since Mrs Chan will be in the office from term 3 onward, i'll have to take over Sunflower Class. I will have help that is Mrs Teo but she just got to know the class. Not complaining, just that i've to be more alert and put in more effort for my class especially in discipline. Hopefully the children will cooperate with me.

Anyway, the movie 'It's A Boy Girl Thing' is showing at Star Movie now. I was a surprise 'cause i thought it's showing at the movie. Hmmmm... Well at least i save my money by watching it at cable.

Here's a video by The Hoosier - Cops & Robbers. Saw it at MTV and i tried finding the song at Imeem but they don't have it. I just love the song because of the tune and the singer voice is nice with the English acccent. Enjoy!

Heels, BBQ Chix, Wedding & Kung Fu Panda

2008-06-10T18:42:00.009+08:00

Last Saturday, met up with Naddy 'cause we've not done with the shoe hunting. Start off at Citilink and then to Suntec. Didn't find any that Naddy like. Then when she was about to settle on this Charles & Keith shoe, we saw another shoe at DMK. After much thought and trying, she finally bought it. A black 2 & 1/2 inch heels. You go girl! Oh yea... Before that we were super hungry but doesn't want to eat much as we going to meet Ash & Zarul later. I recommended Nad this Cottage Waffles Place @ My Playground. I haven't tried it myself but it looks yummy. We had the couple fondue which consists of waffles, apples, bananas, marshmallows and 5 scoops of ice-cream. We were in heaven man! I'm so going there again. After all that, we head down to Orchard Cineleisure to meet up with the guys. They were playing game when we arrived so me & Nad decided to walked around. At about 9, after which they finally finished their game, we ate at BBQ Chicken. Didn't know it was a Korean foodplace. Had the chicken cutlet, it was nice. Chilling out time outside California Fitness. Got to meet Ash GF at last.

The Fondue

The Set

Me & Naddy @ BBQ Chicken

Ash & Zarul

On Sunday, my colleague finally got married! I know she's been waiting for this day for a long time. Now everyone at work is asking me when is my turn. Don't worry people. I will surely invite all of you to my wedding. Just wait ok?

Congrats Afni! Or should i call you Mrs Salihin now? ;)

Yea!!! Another movie that i've wanted to watch. Went to watch it with Dear, Sis & Bro in-law to be. Funny & cute movie. Hehehe!

Isn't it nice to see blogs with pictures? Will always do this...

May You Rest In Peace...~

2008-06-04T16:50:00.004+08:00

Some updates....

30th May 2008
Went to visit Mrs Lim at her house. Wasn't looking very good. Got to see her for 5 minutes 'cause she wanted to go back to her room to rest. Was in great pain. Stayed awhile longer but decided to go back as we still did not get to see her.

Follow Nad to town then to Marina Square to look for shoes and clothes. Got a call from Afni at 7.12pm. She told me that Mrs Lim passed away at 6.45pm. Was shocked but it was kind of expected. Reached home, i look through the things that she gave me. The memories just came back. I did cried 'cause i can't believe she's gone.

31st May 2008
Our 7 years & 7 months anniversary, me & Dear.

Meet up with my colleagues at school to pack some of Mrs Lim stuff especially her Hello Kitty. Had our lunch and we went to her wake. Stayed there till about 8pm. I managed to control my emotions. Didn't want to outburst there.

1st June 2008
Didnt go for to the wake as i got wedding at Lagun Sari. My cousin, whom i've never met before (maybe when i was young), got married.

2nd June 2008
The last day of the wake. I cried when we went to see her body for the last time. Just looking at her, reminds me of her voice and her antics. I followed to the church and Mandai crematorium. Cried again when i see the coffin went in to the oven-like thingy 'cause this time, Mrs Lim is really, really gone.

I hope that her soul will rest in peace. Though i've only worked with her for 2 years and 3 months, it had been a pleasurable and memorable ones. I still remember the day she interviewed me. Without saying anything, she accepted me to worked there. Then there was the time that i made her cried over some admin stuff which i didnt do right. It wasn't on purpose. The teacher's day present that she gave us, I still keep it with me. I will never forget the nickname she gave me - A-hud & Diamond. Now everyone at work calls me A-hud! She call me diamond because i've made some progress since the crying incident. She said i'm like a diamond which need to be polished before it will glitter. Before she passed away, she told Mrs Chan to tell me to buck up. I'm touched for the fact she still woried for me. Rest assure i will buck up on my performance at work. I don't know who will take over us. We're like children who's mum is gone.

I will miss her...

Love Fool!

2008-05-28T23:19:00.002+08:00

Khehehe! Here i am again. Just thought of something to write in. Anyway how's the song? Love Fool by New Found Glory...stumble upon it when i was looking for a song to put in my blog. Another must sing song during the karaoke session. Oh yea...speakin of that, i want to go again. I'm addicted to it!!! This time round must bring evryone along so the more the merrier.

On more serious note, it's about my future. Just yesterday, after clearing up the resource corner, my colleague and i was sitting at the pantry and was just confirming the time and place to meet on Afni's wedding day. Then out of sudden, they were asking me when am i getting hitch 'cause after Afni, i'll be next in line. So i said maybe in about 4 years time if everything with Amir is OK. And so they were giving me advices and stuff like that. Kak Fauziah was actually suggesting to me to engage with Amir during my sis solemnisation. Hehehe! Will never happen lah Kak. Even if i were to be engage, i will make it a low-key ceremony with just his parents and mine. I don't want a grand ceremony. I did discuss about this matter to Amir. He said insyallah, if there's nothing, we will get married in 4 years time. That if he save enough money. 8 years into the relationship, and here we are talking about marriage. It's high time we look into this matter. But whatever it is, i will pray for our relationship to last and for our parents to bless our relationship. That's another problem. I don't know how to tell my father about Amir. Almost my whole family knows him except for my father. But like i said i will pray for it.

My partner, Mrs Chan msged me just now saying that our boss, Mrs Lim wants to see us all on Friday. I don't know whether she's in the hospistal or she's home already. Hope she's alright. Hearing her condition, i felt sorry for her. But there's just nothing that i could do.

Think i go and sleep now. I don't know what else to do here and Dear is playing soccer. Nights...

The June Holiday Is Here...!~

2008-05-28T18:27:00.002+08:00

June holiday is here. I am so looking forward for this. This time round my holiday is not that jam-packed just the weekend with weddings, engagement & birthday. But got to come back to work for spring cleaning on the 17th & 19th. Don't forget the exam which is on the 18th & 20th. I'm still trying to find out where the hell is this examination centre is. I have to go alone 'cause my other collegue is in the morning batch while im in the afternoon batch. *sIgh*

I was super hardworkin today so i went to clean up my room especially my book rack. Threw away things that i don't need anymore and i actually reserve i shelf for my Cleo! Hehehe...

I'm so bored!!!

Oh...went to watch Iron Man with Dear yesterday. Yea i know, i'm like so back dated. It's like ages ago it came out but i only manage to watch it yesterday because of our hectic work schedule. Well, so far, of all the marvel comic superhero movies that i've watched, Iron Man is incredibly the best! But the starting part where he was in Afghan was a bit draggy but after that the story was awesome! And i just love his relationship with Pepper Pots. So cute! OMG! I sound like a teenyboopers.

Till here...

Sunny day...!~

2008-05-24T21:30:00.002+08:00

I don't know why i change my layout to Sesame Street. Bored man at home. Was supposed to go out with Naddy but somethings juz had to happen. *sIgh* "Sorry nad...i'll make it up to you"

The June holiday is here. The weekend is pack with weddings, birthday & engagement. Having my English exam on the 18th and 20th. But whatever it is, i wanna go out from Singapore. Perhaps to my JB hse with Besties. Not sure bout that. Got to check with the people.

*sIgh*

Back To JB

2008-05-10T14:11:00.003+08:00

Going to Jb house later evening. I've not been there for the last 5 months i think. It's high time to go back there and i wonder what's the condition of my room...

Yesterday, the besties ask to meet up and it's been a while since i met Ain. Head down to Orchard to meet them plus Zarul and later Ashri. Walked around Far East first 'cause Nad wants to find a tube dress but we just couldn't find any that's nice and cheap. Then me & the besties had a craving for waffles and we went down to Gelare while Zarul & Ashri ate at LJS. I don't know why but Nad is forever craving for her Mocha frap at starbuck. Walked all the way to the nearest Starbuck, which was packed,and chilled for awhile. Zarul & Ashri was crapping all the way and we couldn't stop laughing!!! Then we went to chill outside California Fitness but Ain had to go home. It was nearly 12am and i was so tired. Zarul, me & Nad shared a taxi home while Ashri took the NR.

We were planning a stayover at my JB house in June but haven't come to any confirmation yet from them. Really the break man. 2 more weeks till the holiday but i still got 1 more English class to go adn exam in the 3rd of June. Plus the portfolio and spring cleaning. *sIgh* When is it going to end???!!!

Anyway, this is so my favourite song. The Mariah's original version is like my all time favourite but when David Cook sings this song in his own version, it's like WHOA!!! Khehehe...crazy me.
Got to pack my bag now...

American Boys

2008-05-01T00:27:00.002+08:00

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I love this song!!! It's just so catchy...

At long last...

2008-04-25T20:40:00.003+08:00

After like months, finally i applied for a new internet connection. It's actually also for my bro who juz started sch at NYP. He got good result for his Higher Nitec and thus he applied for this particular course (which i forgot wat is it!) at NYP. So another 3 more years of education for him.

It's been a long time since i blog and now when i got the chance, i juz don't know wat to blog about. Hmmmm...

Oh yea... There's this english course which i was required to attend every thursday night. The lecturer is from SP. The purpose of this course is to, well, upgrade our english. At the end of the course, we have to sit for the oral exam (40%) and the written exam (60%). I'm like so stressed up on the oral part especially the conversation. I've never been good at it. For now, i'm just trying to absorb wat i've learned. It's not easy working and preparing for an exam at the same time.

I'm working tomorrow!!! And it's a saturday!!! It's the open registration. I'm still thinking of what to wear. Pant or dress? Ok...i'll see the weather tomorrow and decide.

I think that's about it for now.

SO LONG!!!!

2008-01-26T22:09:00.000+08:00

Wow!!! Its been lyk 8 mths since i last blog in. I cancelled my internet connection coz it's so slow but i havent get a new one yet. Den i've been bz wif werk. Wif the new year and new children so i dun really hef the tym to use the net at my sis werkplc or my cuzzin hse.

I upload a new song. It's from Robin Thicke called 'Cocaine'. Yea...cocaine as in the drug but i love the song! It's so catchy! Almost all the song from his album are worth listenin to.

Dear POP oready. He's posted to Tanglin but he complain dat it's very far n petrol is very expensive now. He juz need to adjust to it.

Great news!!! I got to knock off from werk at 12.30pm everyday. But later i dunno wat to do at hm. If hef internet connection nvm. At least everyday i can blog in. Hehehe!

Okies...i dunno wen im gonna blog in again...Hopefully soon....

Down....~

2007-05-31T01:14:00.000+08:00

My Internet is down again. This is just a temporary thingy. So long never blog.

Firstly, Happy 6 years & 7 months to me and Dear. Still going strong. Hopefully till forever. Insyallah.

June holiday is here and im so happy cause im not working for the whole 4 weeks (minus 3 days of spring cleaning). But i still have to do the portfolio and touch up on the children's craft for decor. Haven't touch on that yet. Maybe next week. We'll see about that.

Im so in love with Michael Buble's new album, 'Call Me Irresponsible'. He got this voice which can charm anyone. I love all his songs.

Got to go now. Will be back, hopefully, soon.

Meet The Robinsons...

2007-04-24T14:46:00.000+08:00

Meet The Robinsons is a must watch movie if you haven't catch it yet. It's hilarious and cute. My father's workplace had a family day down at The Cathay and we had free movie tickets for this show. I love the dinosaur part. Khehehe! I want to watch it again!!!

After the show, we walked around The Cathay for a while. Never been there before. Then i saw the Adidas store and i told my sis i want to go there. It was a big shop and there lots of nice shoes and nice bags and nice Adidas t-shirt/jersey/jacket!!!! No doubt i got my pay but there's only that much i can spend on. I love this black t-shirt with a gold lining at the collar and sleeve. Damn nice!!! Oh yea...guess who i saw? Irwan... Yup, my pri sch admirer. He's tall and build. At first i was uncertain about as who he is. But im pretty sure, plus chop plus sign that he is Irwan. He works there. We went over to P.S. I bought a sandal for myself. I saw this pretty dress at This Fashion which cost $22. It's so nice and a bit retro. My sis said we will get it when she got her pay. Hurray!!!

4 more days. My sis is getting engaged. Wow! Im so sure my relatives will ask me when is my turn. Wait long, long ah. Khehehe!!!

I'm so addicted to this song. It's so super nice. My kind of song... Enjoy!

And I thought it was Friday today...

2007-04-19T20:38:00.000+08:00

And I thought it was Friday today...

Man, the days are like crawling slowly. One more working day and it's the weekend! Yeah!!! Not like as if i hate my job or anything. But the fact that the children are driving me to the edge of craziness!!! I swear i will go berserk one day if the children continue to behave like this. I don't know but children nowadays seem to be more daring and rebellious. They are not even afraid of me even after i shouted and scolded and give them warning. I don't know what else to do. I just don't want the other teachers or rather my partner to think i can't handle the children.

Friday...4 more hours to go. I'm hoping Friday will quickly pass.

D is working. Bored man. No one to talk to. Just missing him. How i wish we could get married and settled down now. To wait for 4 more years is so...how do i say it? Slow? Torturing? *sIgh* I just let the day pass by itself...

The Besties wanted to meet but not sure when. Maybe on Sat? I msg u guys ok...

I change the song from Transformer (which of course is from the Transformer movie which isn't out yet.) to Glamorous. This song is so, so aDik. Hahahaha!!! Ouhkies...me outta here.

Back Again!~

2007-04-15T18:59:00.001+08:00

Hey ppl! Im back again. Been more than a month since i blog in. Been busy at werk as well as at home. Im juz too lazy to connect to the internet and open windows. Plain lazy.

Not much too say. Was bored and sick of my blogskin. So i decided to change it but i guess i will change it again to a more pretty one. I kind of like this one but the colour is too pale. See when im free.

5 more days to my pay. Im so dried up already! I should, no, MUST, save money. I havent saved any since i started work. That's bad. I should, no, MUST save my money starting the comin pay. $50 also can.

Next Sunday, im watchin 'Meet the Robinsons' with my family. My father's workplace is organizing this movie thingy down at Cineleisure. It's going to be the first time the whole family is watching a movie at the cinema together. Am looking forward to that day.

Oh yea...I watched '300' & 'Stomp the yard' like 2 or 3 weeks back. '300' is a very good movie. Ok, for those who can't stand to watch heads been cut off, body parts flying around then don't watch this movie. 'Stomp the yard' is very similar to the other dancing story i watch like 'You've got served'. The plot is somehow similar but what i like about 'Stomp the yard' is the way they did the slow motion thingy so you can see how they actually dance. Cool. Next few movies to watch - 'Transformer', 'Shrek 3', 'Wild hogs', 'Spiderman 3' and more.

Geez...gotta go now. Got to find some craft for the term 3 malay syllabus.

Balik Kampung!!!

2007-03-13T16:54:00.000+08:00

Last Sat, me, my bro and parents went back to my grandma's hse in Negeri Sembilan, M'sia. We took the 6pm train and we reached there abt 12 plus in the mornin. It's been a long tym since i met my grandma. Well, she's still strong and looks fine. Okies...let the pics do the talkin shall we.

Not many pics dat i took. All dat trees are behind my grandma's hse but since it's not the fruit season, most of the trees are bare.

On the 3rd March, Su treated us to seafood at East Coast Lagoon Food Village. Only me, Ain, Nad and Ama followed. Ok, me lazy to write. Let the pic talk. Again, ;)

Dat's all...!!!~

1st Year...

2007-03-01T20:34:00.000+08:00

Today, 1st March 2007, will mark my 1st year of werkin at PCF. I still have a long journey ahead of me.....

Gosh! It's the 2nd tym oready dat a person has been cuttin line wif me. U see, i was at NTUC wif my parents and were queuin up at the cashier. I put our 2 baskets full of groceries on the counter wen suddenly there's dis old man stand in front of me. I was lyk, "WTF?!!" He totally ignored me and my parents n our 2 baskets FULL. My mum den said, "Biar si sewel tu pegi dulu."(Translate - "Let dat idiot go first.") . My father was not happy and said to him if he knows how to queue. The old man act blur and replied, "Oh, u were here ah?". Damn it! If i was the type of person who will do anything, i wld take his basket away and asked the cashier to do mine since im there first. Bloody hell sia.

Yesterday, went to watch Dreamgirls wif the Besties. Thanx to the complimentary passes Dear gave to me. K...so not into writin long story now coz i've gotta do my werk. I write in the details some other tym.

CNY Reunion

2007-02-25T13:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, me and my sec sch frens had a so-called reunion at Ms Chew's plc. Not all of them we there. There were me, Dear, Nad, Ama, Su, GK, Juniper, Shi Xiang, Wah Kian, Marl & Zhi Xiang. It was nice to see all of them back. We had lil chat wif Ms Chew and oh...she's 7 mths pregnant! She did not changed a bit except being a bit chubby. She's decised on her baby girl's name - Isabelle! So cute the name. Then she asked us wat are we doin currently and most of us are already werking or waitin for NS or plannin to continue our studies. My frens are all doin well in life. It was quite a surprise bcoz way back in sec sch, all of us tot wecld not make it in life but we eventually did. Ms Chew asked for another reunion some tym soon but i guess after she gave birth.

After dat, Dear had to go to his cuzzin's engagement. Me, Nad and Su went to LJS for our lunch and we headed to PRP to chill. So many things to talk abt. We also decided to chill again wif the rest in March. Hopefully...

Not doin anything ryt now. Gonna iron my clothes for werk day and settle some werk stuff later. 2 more wks to go till the 1 wk hols. Lookin forward to it...

New Skin...!!~

2007-02-17T17:33:00.000+08:00

Yea!!! I've edited the blogskin an im lovin it. Hehehe!!! CNY is here and i have a long break. Needed the break after 7 long week of teaching.

My principal or shall i said my boss was diagnosed with cancer. Im not sure wat cancer was it but i think it's colon cancer. She had surgery to removed it last fri. We visited her again on last wed and she seems alright but she had lost a lot of weight. The senior teacher aka my partner had to take over some of my principal works from now on. I will be alone some of the tym. I hope she will be OK.

Okies...gotta take care of my lil nephew, Sazli. Im takin care of him till tues. So adorable...

I'm Back Again!!!!!~

2007-02-06T19:19:00.000+08:00

Hey!!! It's been a looonnnggg tym since i blog in. Internet connection was the problem. So many thing to write in but i juz keep it short n sweet.

It's been 6 wks since school reopen. Me & Mrs Chan (my partner) are in charge of the Marigold class. We have 30 students in our enrolment. Everything has been goin on fine but i still need to find a suitable tactic whereby i do not need to shout at the children to discipline them. It's tirin to shout at 30 students for 3 whole hours. The kids are drivin me crazy but hey they are kids.

I think the flu bug is here again. One after another is having flu or fever. And i think im comin down wif it too. Oh damn it!

So may things to write but suddenly im out of things to write. Hehehe...

Till here...

.......???!!!~

2006-10-11T22:32:00.000+08:00

My nights always filled with disappointment. I'm always left waiting. End up, i don't get anything. If i'm lucky, there will be A call or A msg. But most of the time, i don't get any. And he dare said i didn'd bother to call or msg him. Tired of asking, and waiting. Almost every night he meets his friends. What am i then? A doll? A piece of wood? If i asked him out, he will said he's very tired but when his friends asked him out, he's full of energy. So DAMN angry with him. Tonight is also another disappointing night for me. Can't he just go back home straight after prayers? Must he go and hang out with his friends at ECP?

AAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHATEVER AH!!!! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!

Children's Day Party!

2006-09-29T20:42:00.000+08:00

Today we had the Children's Day party. I was one of the coordinator. Everything went well despite me being a first time coordinator. It was great to see the children having fun. After the party, we wash the toys and clean up the classroom and went home.

When i reached home i slept till about 4pm. My father returned home from work and we went to Mukmin to buy for breakfast. I had laksa. I think i'm coming down with a fever. It's been a few days since i had the sore throat and sinus. And now i felt like a fever is coming.

Tomorrow we will be going back to our JB house to break fast there. Mum says it's not good to leave the house empty for a long time. On Sunday then we will go home. Luckily no work for me on Monday because of the Children's Day.

Last Monday was my birthday. As usual, did nothing. I reached home and it was about time for break fast. What surprised me was the Nutella cake my brother bought at Polar for me. My mum knew i wanted that cake for so long. Thank you and i love you all!!! Then the usual wishes that i get from my beloved friends. Love you all too!!!

The other day, i made someone cry. It was about a mistake i made. I knew i'm in the wrong and i'm very careless in my work. Never in my life have i made somebody cry. Damn it! I did apologize to her and it was a sincere apologize. Not because someone asked me too. But maybe that someone wants some credit so she go and tell her that she asked me to apologize to her. sonow she will think i'm not sincere. I will never forget her words as i apologize and in between crying.

"I like you Huda since the day i interviewed you. I hope you buck up. I

really like you."

So yea...i dunno what else to say...

4 hours to go...~

2006-09-24T20:25:00.000+08:00

4 hours more to go before i turn 20. Im leaving my teenagehood. *sIgh* Im sighing not because i'm goin to miss my teenage life but im sighing because i've not done enough in my teenage life. Like for example going to poly to take the course that i've always dream of going (Applied Food & Science), score well for my 'O' levels and there's more. However, i'm happy now because i've got a diploma and now working in a nursery. I should appreciate with what is in my life now.

20 years. Nothing really drastic had change in my life. All looks the same for me. But being in this twenty-ish, there will be many events that is going to change my life. Like, getting married. Isnt that something that will change in life? Instead of being alone, you have a companion for your whole life. Having children. Another responsibility you have to take. A promotion at work. All happens in the twenty-ish. Well, insya-allah for me.

Notice there's 2 strike at my birthday wishlist? I bought that tops for myself. Crazy? No...it's courtesy from my company. I had to get something minimum $25.

Will have to stay back at work tomorrow because we got to clean up for the evaluation thingy on Wednesday. Hopefully not so late. I want to breakfast with my family and it's my birthday.

Will not say anything more...Oh yea, one more thing.

I Mish U Dear...!

Free Food!!!~

2006-09-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

I am feeling so, so tired. The reason is because after school re-open, practically everyday i went home at 8pm. There's just so much work to do. Had to finish up the project work, clean up the resource room, touch up music room and classroom, paste labels in the environment and on top of that we had to prepare for the next lesson. I tell you i can faint there. Why we need to do all this thing is because there will be some inspection next week. The people from the HQ will come down to evaulate the centre. I'm afraid that they will sit-in in my class and observe me. You know how i hate when people watch me teach. It's like a phobia. Hopefully everything will be ok.

After work today, the whole lot of us went to Al-Majlis again to have our complimentary lunch. I'm so lazy to tell you why. It got something to do with a complain we made.

I was surprised to receive a SMS from Inda, my coursemate. She invited me to her birthday celebration tomorrow but i guess i'm not going. I'm so going to be alone. But i will message her and wish her,

Will be meeting the besties tomorrow. Am waitin for the plan.

Conflict at work is so common. None of us can avoid me. I'm trying to change myself at work so people won't push me around and saying i'm not doing anything. I don't want people to think that i'm a heck care person and refuse to listen. I'm new in this environment and i hope people can guide me along and not spoon fed me. Anyway in the first place, i did not asked to be pamper or be mothered. If i'm wrong tell me or scold me if should be. If you bloody hell keep quiet, how the f**kin hell am i supposed to know and learn? If you get the scolding from the head because of me, then what am i supposed to do? Say sorry to you? Be grateful to you? Bloody hell i won't!!! Why should i? In the first place i didn't ask you to take the rap for me. I don't know what you are trying to do there. You want to protect me? Or you just want some credit for yourself? Am bloody sick with you! I just don't know what else to say. Fed-up with you.

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ME!!!!!~

2006-09-02T21:44:00.000+08:00

The 1 week term holiday is here again. The break is too short for me! I need a longer break! Oh well, i must not complain. It's not good. I'm going to update my blog plus add pictures (which i had stopped a long time ago).

23rd August 2006 (Wednesday)
After work, i met up with the besties. Ain wanted to catch a movie and so we all did including Dear.

"Ghost Game"

It's quite scary but i love it. The thrill of seeing the ghosts. But i love the ending most. If you want to know why, you should watch it. Actually before we watched the movie, we took pictures using the neoprint back ground. Took lotz and lots of silly pictures but here some of it.

"Me, Nad And Ain"

"Twisting"

26th August 2006 (Saturday)
Today i had my first Teacher's Day Dinner which was held at Pan Pacific Hotel. The theme is 'Lace & Tie'. Initially, i wanted to wear my purple lace kebaya but you know how fickle-minded i am. I wore this black lace dress which i share with my sister.

"The black lace dress"

The food there was OK. Didn't feel satiated after eating though. There were games but i don't feel like taking part in it 'cause the other teachers from the other areas were running to the stage and yea...that's explain why. At the end of the dinner, we took a group photo outside the ballroom.

"Miss Afni, Me, Mdm Ani, Mdm Fauziah, Mrs Lim, Mrs Ang, Mrs Chan, Mrs Irwan & Miss Fas"

27th August 2006 (Sunday)
I had lots of fun today! My besties and me went to Escape Theme Park! It's my first time there so that's explain the excitement in me. Firts ride was the viking. It's not that thrilling though. If you ever play the swing very high, then that's how it feel when taking the viking. Second ride was the Flipper. We sat in a cup-like thingy, then the platform will tilt about 45 degrees and just spin around. The feeling was so, so good! I love it! We took the Walls ride. Actually i wanted the thing to turn 360 degrees but it didnt. Such disappointment. After that, we die-die wants to go in the Haunted House. Well, it's not that scary. It was all in the mind. There were gory figurines and stuff. I thought there will be people dressing up as ghost. Nad suggested we try the go-kart. Sab didnt want to play it, so only the three of us. It was the first time for me and Ain. Was feeling extremely nervous 'cause i scared i couldnt drive the thing properly. It went smoothly for me and i love the speed (though i had a phobia for speed!). But the embarrassing part for me was when we park the go-kart. Instead of pressing the brake, i accidently press the gas pedal! So paisey sia!!! We took the other rides again till about 7.30pm.

"The Besties"

Dear came with Wan and Zayed with Shazana to pick me and Ain up to go for the gathering at Cam's condo. Sab and Nad took the taxi to go there. I expected a big turnout but i guess either the rest was busy with work and school or just can't be bothered with gathering. There were the groups of guys whom i've not seen for a long, long time and just us. We ate, we took pictures, we talk and joke and then it was time for me to go home as i had work the next day. I would have stay on longer if not for work. Here's the pictures.

"Ain, Suria, Me, Nad, Shazana, Sab"

"The group that came"

So there...my entries for now. Too much work to do. Upload pictures, edit pictures, etc. Till again later...

FIRE DRILL!!!!!~

2006-08-25T19:22:00.000+08:00

Ouhkies...here we go...!~

Today, my principal told us we're going to have a fire drill. It was kind of exciting for me as i've never experience any fire drill practice with young children. My first thought was that it will be like those practices we had back in my primary and secondary days where the fire alarm will go off and all of us line up outside our class then walked quickly to the field or open space. But no... I was wrong. Since this was the first time doing it this year, my principal had pre-empt us so we knew when it's going to happen. So when my principal sounded the alarm, i quickly get the children to line up and walk quickly to the void deck. Was quite cute to see the children. Under the void deck, my principal told us we did good but it took us 5 minutes which is a very long time. So for the 2nd session, we literally asked the children to run to the void deck. Upon reaching there, all of us (including the teachers!) were panting! But we did better coz we were there by 2 minutes. There will be another fire drill somewhere next week but it sure wont be a pre-empt one.

Last Wednesday, met up with the besties and Dear. It was a last minute plan to catch a movie but we did. We watched 'Ghost Game.' The story is damn scary but hell good. Khehehe! At least the ending is very real unlike some of the scary movies that i've watched.

Tomorrow, will be the day. My first Teachers' Day Dinner at Pan Pacific Hotel. I'm so excited!!! I was thinking of wearing my purple kebaya lace but due to some unforseen situation, i will wear the black lace dress. I'm not sure i'm goin to the hotel with who. But if nobody is going with me then my sis will send me. Thanks sis!!

Then on Sun there will be a big Coralians gathering down at Camila's condo. Yes, that's what people call us who studied in Coral Sec, Coralians. Funny how it sounds. But before that, me and my besties are goin to Escape!!! YEAH! I admit. I've never been there before so that is why i'm so excited over it.

Till here. Got to get my stuff ready for tomorrow dinner.

Feeling Good...~

2006-08-16T19:11:00.000+08:00

Birds flying high you know how I feel
Sun in the sky you know how I feel
Reeds driftin' on by you know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me

And I'm feeling good
Fish in the sea you know how I feel
River running free you know how I feel
Blossom in the tree you know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Dragonfly out in the sun you know what I mean, don't you know
Butterflies all havin' fun you know what I mean
Sleep in peace when day is done
That's what I mean
And this old world is a new world
And a bold world
For me

Stars when you shine you know how I feel
Scent of the pine you know how I feel
Freedom is mine
And I know how I feel

Updatezzz....!~

2006-08-13T19:32:00.000+08:00

Ouhkies...!~ It's time for update after a long time.

Last Tuesday was the National Day party at school. The children are all dressed in a white and red attire. So patriotic!!! We had the sing-a-long Singapore song., then it was game time! Organized by Afni, the game is called number crush. It's similar to musical chairs but with a twist. The children really enjoyed it and my darling Darren won for the boys. Hahaha...So cute lah he.

On National Day, i was home alone cause my parents and my brother went back to the JB house and my sister was out with her friend. I sat at home, watching the parade all by myself. Was bored to death i tell you. The next day was not a working day for me. I spent the whole day planning for my term 4 syllabus. Head was cramped for ideas. The materials that i need was at schooland i did not brought with me. So i just had to make use with whatever i have.

Friday was quite a hectic day for me. It's my week that was why. I had to asked the teachers to do last minute thingy for my craft on the coming Monday and my partner was not really helping me. All she did was grumble and rushing me. Damn i hate it. I just hope this 4 days will passed through me like a wind.

Went out with my besties yesterday. At long last... I mish them so much. We accompanied Nad to Sim Lim Square cause she wanted to get her mp3 fix but turned out she had to go down to Funan to get it service. Didnt have the time to go there so we headed to Parco Bugis Junction. To Kinokuniya where Ain was finding a book for Wan. Surprise, surprise. Didnt know Wan read a book. Normally guys dont really into book right? After then we were really hungry and didnt know where to eat. After a long time decodong, we head down to Raffles Hospital to eat at the Banquet. Had western but i think the price is a bit too expensive for the quantity of the dish. After we ate our dinner, we went back to Parco Bugis and walked around. We stopped by at Bossini and they were having 50% off!!! Luckily it's not my pay day or i would have bought the polo-tee that i wanted. Khehehe!~ Ain bought a pair of jeans. I then went to a pushcart to buy my sister a makeup pouch. It is so cute. We chilled at Coffee Beans after that. Just sat around and talk, and laugh and take pics.

They told me on the 25th August there will be a big reunion cum gathering at Cam's hse. I'm going to be there!!! This is so excited!!!

I sometimes feel that i should really change. Change my way towards people i mean. I think i am being to0 kind, too lenient, too nice, to other people. Juz tell me how many people had step on my head? There was 2 coursemate of mine who did just that. But i kept quiet and let the matter rest. Then in primary and secondary school. But i didnt pursue the matter. I just kept quiet. And now at work. *sIgh* Will there be anymore in the future? If i could just shout at her and asked her to mind her own business, shout at her and tell her i don't need her help cause she's a hypocrite, or just shout at her. But i cant. I respect her cause she got the experience that i lack. Furthermore, she could become my mother. Damn it. But i wont let this matter rest for sure. Im going to use my sweetest voice that im sure i dont even know about and tell her to give me some breathing space. I cant afford to have anybody else to step on this head of mine. F***ing S*it!!!

Geez...!~

2006-08-07T20:06:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating for so long. My Internet line had been cut and so im here taping away. Khehehe...Should not do that. K juz a quick update.

National Day party tomorrow. Fun...Yea (*sarcastic tone here*). Don't know what to do after work. My friends finished school at 4pm. *sIgh* Boring!!!!! I'll think of a way.

So, guys, there wont be any updates till i paid the bills or till i subscribe to wireless. For now, please bear with my blog song, my empty tagboard and zero updates.

Till here...

Racial Harmony Day!

2006-07-21T22:11:00.000+08:00

21st of July - Racial 'How Many' Day. Ok...Dat's wat my children literally said wen asked wat do we celebrate today. It's Racial Harmony Day. I tot i wanna wear my cheongsam top but den again i juz recovered from a high fever, so maybe a kebaya top will do me gd. The children are all lookin very nice n pretty wif their ethnic costume. Too bad i 4got to bring along my digicam as i was rushin to werk. They had a mini concert in the class. My Hibiscus 1 performed 'Burung Kakak Tua' and my Hibiscus 2 performed 'Rasa Sayang'. A job well done by them!!!

After werk, me, Kak Fauziah, Kak Ani, Su & Afni went to Arab St to have our lunch at Hjh Maimunah. Was so damn hungry, so i juz ate wat they order (though the dishes i dun really fav.). Den Kak Fauziah was lookin for lace material for our Teacher's Day dinner. Our theme this year is 'Lace & Tux'. So ard Arab st we went...and she found the lace. Nearly $100 bucks!!! But the quality of the lace is good. So it's ok i guess. After all the walking, We went to SGH to visit Afni's mum who was warded for kidney infection. She was there for 2 wks plus oready. We chat for awhile and stuff and went hm at ard 6.30.

Yesterday, despite the block nose and fever, me & Dear went to watch 'Pirates of Carribean: Dead's Man Chest'. Dun want to go into any details coz im not in the state to write dwn lenghty detail. Think the fever is comin back...

Okies...think i need to eat medicine and rest.

You're my...Unintended

2006-07-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

Unintended by Muse

You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended

You could be the one I'll always love

You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions

You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged

All my dreams and all my balance

She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended

You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

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Juz love this song by Muse. The lyrics has a good meaning. It somehow describe my love life. Dear being the unintended one. Yea...it's true.

My JB hse is abt 50% completed. Yea!!! Hope by Sept it's ready so i can bring my friends over. I halfway painting my room wen the furniture came so i had to stop. But i've asked my father to paint for me wen he's done wif the wiring and stuff.

It's only Monday and i feel tired already. This fri there will be an outing to the Changi Airport. My darlin Darren will be goin for dis outin, so i had to keepon my toes all the tym. Hope he doesnt misbehave or drive me crazy. Then there will be another outing somewhere in August to Labrador Park to see the ships. Interesting...

Aite... I gotta iron my clothes for tomorrow.

Registered MOE Teacher...~

2006-07-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

Hooray!!! As of 1st June 2006, my employment with PAP Community Foundation have been confirmed after a 3 months probation. I'm so, so happy!!! Now, i'm no longer an 'illegal' teacher at the centre. *LoL* Dat's wat my principal called me before i received the confirmation letter today.

Am so dead tired after the school re-open last 2 Mondays. Everyday i practically dragged my feet home. To make it worse i've been hit with a splittin headaches these past few days. Perhaps due to the lack of nutrients in my body coz almost everyday i didnt eat my breakfast and lunch as i was very busy with the collection of school and material fees, gettin ready the next day lesson's teaching aid, and so on and so forth. Im stressin myself out and dat's bad. Hopefully, for the coming days, weeks, months or years, i'm able to handle the stress.

Tomorrow, i'm goin to my JB hse wif my mum, sibs and my sis's fren, Steve. The furniture and electrical appliances are gonna be delivered tomorrow in the late afternoon. I'm gonna paint my room purple! Dat's wat im gonna do the first thing i reached there. Will take some pix of it.

Tomorrow is also the engagement day of Dear's second bro. So i bet he's gonna be busy the whole day and tonight also.

Oh yea...Last Sat, me and Ain planned a lunch cum dinner thingy for Nad as a birthday pressie for her. We ate at Nana Thai at Far East Plaza. The food taste nice and reasonable pricing. After dat we juz walked ard town and watched some gig they had there. Den me & Ain bought a slice of cake at Coffee Bean for Nad and ourselves to indulge. We juz chilled there, talk, take pix, talk, take pix again, and again and again. Khehehe. Dat's wat we practically do there for 2 solid hours!!! We made our home after dat. It was nice to see my besties. They are lyk my sisters. I juz adore them. Oh my...i sound lyk a...never mind.

Okies...gonna pack my bag for tomorrow trip to JB. See ya!!!

The Weekend Is Here!!!!!~

2006-06-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

YEA!!!!! The weekend is here plus a holiday on Mon! YESH!!!! Monday being a Youth Day. Khehehe! It was exactly a yr ago i started my attachment at MMI.

Gonna go out wif my besties Naddy & Ain. Goin to twn. Will update later after the whole thing.

Was thinkin of piercing my ears but...i'll c how. Fickle-minded. Dat's me.

A big shoutout to my dearest Dear. "HAPPY 5 YRS & 9 MTHS ANNIVERSARY!". I noe u will 4get it. Khehehehe! And to make it worse, u forget how many mths. Muahahaha!!! *eVil laUgh*

Okies. Im gonna eat Ayamas chicken n watch the World Cup. Ciouz!

TAG!!!~

2006-06-25T16:54:00.000+08:00

I've been tag by Nad. I did this before but to kll time, i will do it again.

~7 random facts about me~

1. I'm an extrovert by nature. I need my family and friends to open me up.

2. I'm a Malay dancer back in my primary school days. You should see me dance.

3. Writing is my passion. Be it my blog, my diary or poetry. I love it!

4. Believe it or not, I'm a pre-school teacher. People find it hard to believe.

5. Don't call me Nurul. I get goosebump. (Except my family & relatives.)

6. PINK is not for me. So don't get me anything in PINK!!!

7. I can play The Sims 2 forever!!!!!

~7 things that scares me~

1. Left alone...by myself.

2. Not having any friends.

3. Death of a loved ones.

4. Disaster.

5. Having an incurable disease.

6. Mascot.

7. An accident.

~7 random music at the moment~

1. Steady as she goes by The Raconteurs

2. Dance, dance by Fall Out Boys

3. SOS (rescue me) by Rihanna

4. Chand Sifarish by Fanaa OST

5. Bella Luna by Jason Mraz

6. Biarlah rahsia by Siti Nurhaliza

7. Guayando by Daddy Yankee & Nicky Jam

~7 things I said the most~

1. Yea, yea

2. Whatever lah

3. Biadap eh!

4. Class, can you please keep quiet?

5. What the heck?

6. Macam, macam ah aku.

7. Ape je...

~7 people to do this~

1. Ain

2. My sis

3. Sasa

4. Ama

5. ?

6. ?

7. Anybody who haven't done this

Ouhkies...Yesterday entry i've got wrote dat i'll be goin to stay at Hyatt JB right? Well, apparently, we did not go due to some unforseen circumstances. Don't want to explain it cause it's too long.

Tomorrow is the re-opening of school. New term, new lessons, new things. Everything new lah! What am i going to wear tomorrow? Hmmm...Got to make make myself presentable on the first day. Maybe a t-shirt and jean like i always wore to work. Khehehe! Maybe a skirt or something. I figure that out later.

It's my parents 26th wedding anniversary tomorrow. Me and my siblings had make some plan. We going to eat out at the Katong place. Yet to try out the dishes there. Got to bring the camera along!

Till here...

Holiday is gonna over soon...~

2006-06-24T16:52:00.000+08:00

Been such a long tym since i blog in. Here's the updates...

17th June 2006
Went to Dear's pit. It was actually meant for him and his poly frens but he asked me along. The pit was right at the end near the Changi Ferry Terminal. We walked to the pit and there was a so-called podium there. Most of them sat there. I saw Suzana and Yani and shake their hands and sat at one corner while dear was mingling ard wif his frens. I was really feeling left out coz i dun really talk to his frens. I den msged my sis to updat me abt the Portugal match and Nad msged me coz she had some probs. At least im occupied wif something rather den sittin there alone like a stone. Den as it's gettin late, most of Dear's fren went hm. By 12, all of them went hm already except for me, Dear and 4 of his frens. They were quite friendly to me. We did talked but not the conversation type of talk. Juz talk. So den, 1 of Dear's fren wanted to come back there and Dear went to fetch him at Pasir Ris and me left wif the rest. Was bored coz the guys were talkin abt i-dun-even-noe wat, so i played the PSP. Dear come back and we all sat ard the podium and juz talked crap n joke nlistenin to music. Abt 2+ was really sleepy. Went inside the tent and slp. At 6 woke up, wash up and Dear sent me home coz i had to go JB and Dear had to werk.

18th June 2006
I reached hm from Changi ard 7am. Since my parents was still slpin, i had a nap. At 9+ took a shower and get ready to go JB. Reached JB, went to Makcik's hse and took the keys to our hse. Put all the stuff lyk, curtains, rods, lights, etc and we went to go buy paints n some other essential stuff. Went back toour hse and put all the stuff and went home. It was abt 11+ when we reached hm was dead tired coz i was supposed to werk the nxt day. Den Mrs Chan, the senior teacher msged and said we did not neen to go to werk the nxt day. Was so, so relieve coz i've yet to finish my portfolio.

19th and 20th June 2006
Finished up all the portfolio.

21st, 22nd and 23rd June 2006
Was werkin. We clean up the toys, keep the toys, set up learning corners, set up the classroom. Put up display, put up the project werk dat the children dis last term. Took out teachin aids for the1st week of term 3. Everyday came back tired. Aniwae yesterday was my father's birthday.

HAPPY 50th BIRTHDAY BABA!!!!!

24th June 2006

Am goin to JB later to stay at Hyatt Hotel for a night.

So dat's abt all.....

Cars!!!!!~

2006-06-17T01:07:00.000+08:00

It's suppose to be 'Ice-cream day' today wif Kenneth n Nad. But somehow, Kenneth had 4gotten all abt it and so me and Nad decided to meet up at Tamp. We were bored so we went to watch 'Cars'! Another cartoon, ok not cartoon, animated movie we watchin. I love the cars at the Route 66. They were so cute esp Mater, the tow truck, Guido an italian forklift n Luigi a fanatic Ferrari fan. A heartwarmin story abt friendship. Was abt to cry watchin the touchin part. Moral of the story? Value ur friendship wif ur friends. After the show, went to NTUC to buy a chicken, fish n some vegetables. Yes...im doin marketin coz there's no more food at hm. Den we had our dinner at Century Sq and we chill out at the DBS buildin. Went hm after dat. Nad's father fetch her n Dear fetch me. Tot wanna slp but i cant.

I really, really need to complete my portfolio A.S.A.P!!!!! No tym to lose. 2morrow im goin to dear's pit den on Sun im goin to JB n i need to hand it on MONDAY!!!!! Guess i wont b slpin tonyt. "How many tym muz i tel u Huda??? Dun do things last min!!!! Dis is wat happens!"

I think i shld stop bloggin now n get my portfolo done!

Cold War??~

2006-06-15T22:24:00.000+08:00

Felt lyk we r havin a cold war. I mean, since the Sentosa incident, we didnt talk anymore. Or is it dat we didnt see each other at MSN? But still, i still feel lyk we r not in talkin term. Aaaarrrggghhh!!!!!

Went to visit Kak Oyah at KK Hosp juz now. She juz had an operation done. Something abt a clot blood. Can see dat she was in pain. Hope she will get well soon.

Yest, went JB wif Mum, Along, Mama & Uncle. We had lunch at Mama's fren shop which was near Courts. So after eatin, we walked over to Courts to see some furniture. After all dat, We went to Larkin to send some cloths for tailoring n my shoes to the cobbler to mend it. Mama den said she want to show us Jaya Jusco. Ok...I remember the Jusco name wen i was young but dat was in K.L. Upon reachin, i was lyk awed! The shoppin ctr is so, so big! And the shops there, you name it, Mango, Topshop, Guess, Roxy, Levi's, G2000, etc. The worst part is, i only had S$10 in hand. Damn! So we walked ard and went into a shoe shop. My sis bought a cute shoe. It's something lyk a Mary-Jane shoe. My mum bought a pointed heel shoe. It's so elegant. We walked ard and we went to a sport shop to buy my father's birthday present. Initially, we wanted to get him an Adidas shoe but the design r not dat nice n we bought him a Reebok shoe instead. Mama wanted to show us a shop which had a crystal chandelier (Well, she n my mum r obsessed wif crystal u see.). I tell u, if i had money den, i wld hef bought dat polka dot black n white tee. It cost RM89. Probably i wld b the only one who wears it coz the clothes dat they sell there r only 1 piece. So there goes my chance again. After my mum n Mama prayed, we wantedto go back but den we bumped into Abg Mus n his family. My uncle got a call fr a relative sayin dat both causeway was jam, so we decided to hef dinner together at Damai. We had shark's fin, tom yam, lemon chicken, black pepper crab, my fav kangkong and moghul beef. It was delicious. I den entertain lil Q. She was so, so cute n adorable!!! Kak Ina said wen she had find werk, she will ask my mum to take care of her. Hehehe! Dat will b a great idea! Reach m ard 12am. Was tired so bump into bed.

Waitin 4 the England match later at 12am. I think the whole family will b watchin it. been watchin the World Cup since it started. Though im not really a huge fan of soccer, but once in a while it's ok i guess. But dun asked me which team i support, coz at each game, i will support one team. Khehehe!

Hef yet to aske my parents abt dis Sat pit at Changi. Dunno whether they will let me overnyt. Will ask them later.

On Mon, i'll b startin werk. Darn it! 4 days u noe and i've yet to finish up the portfolio. Geez...

Ok...will blog again.

Ummm....~

2006-06-10T21:39:00.000+08:00

Actually i wanted to watch the England vs Paraguay match wif my family but i juz felt lyk writin in.

I felt lyk im not makin any progress in my social life. When i look at my friends blogs or friendster profile, there's pics of em wif their frens. Not dat im sayin i dun hef frens but they hef frens fr sec sch, poly, ite, outside etc... Me? i only hef frens fr my sec sch days n im still wif them till now. I mean, it seems lyk i dun hef any other frens besides them. Im such a failure wen comes to my social life. Is it me my fault 4 not havin more frens? Yea...i guess it is. *sIgh* Shld hef continued my studies besides private institution. I juz felt jealous wen i see my frens pic wif their other frens. U wont find me wif my other frens coz i dun hef other frens. Damn it!!!

Guess wat? I've not been goin out since the holiday started. It is so unlyk me. Dear is bz wif his sch test n werk so i'm not able to go out wif him. My frens r bz too. Or is it they dun ask me out? Do i hef to always ask them out? *sHeesH* I noe...i bring my sis out on the 20th after her doctor's checkup. Hope i got my pay dis mth. K...it's set!

I change my blogskin coz the previous one was dull n boring. So i found dis one the moment i open up blogskin.com. It caught my eyes n it's beautiful so i took it. Took me abt 15 mins to edit the stuff.

Cant get thru Dear. Think his hp is low batt. I guess i hef to wait 4 him to call me. Okies...i think i go n watch the match now.

Ciou...!~

.....~

2006-06-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

Havin a splittin headaches now. Head too heavy to think abt anything...

2morrow am goin out wif my sis first. Yes...she can walk now. It's been a long tym since i went out wif her. So i tot dis will b a gd tym to go to Marina Sq wif her n go to every store dat i've been dyin to go to. Mayb buy a dress or a pair of jean. We c how...

Dear's sis in-law had given birth to an adorable baby girl last nyt. Her name is Nur Hairina Sofia. Nice name ryt....

I received a letter fr MMI the other day. It was abt a new course dat they r offerin. A bachelor degree wif the collaboration wif University of Southern Queensland. Is it a sign 4 me to continue my studies? The other day i oso received fr i 4got which University. Hmmm... A bachelor degree sound nice ryt in my resume n testimonial. Hehehe...

K...im clueless ryt now...

Damn It!!!!!~

2006-06-07T15:35:00.000+08:00

Juz as i was abt to feel excited abt the Sentosa thingy, n plannin wat to do n wat to bring, a bad news appear. Ain cant make it. So the plan now??? Cancel the whole damn thing n forget abt any other outing in the future. PERIOD!

So there goes my June break. No overseas holiday, no outing, no nothing. Juz me, sittin at hm, finishin up my portfolio of over 100 kids craftwork. Juz love it...

Oh...but mayb i cld overnyt at Dear's pit nxt wk. Hmmm...how abt dat? Me wif a bunch of ppl whom i dun really noe, which is Dear's poly frens, overnytin at Changi. Dat sounds really, really great. Yea...watever...*sIgh*

Dis Fri, which was supposed to b the Sentosa thingy, will b replace by me goin to town alone, meetin Dear n juz hang out there. Or mayb we cld go ridin. We c how...

Shits juz happen at the wrong place, n at the wrong tym, ALL THE TYM. And it's damn true...

I-Dun-Give-A-Damn

2006-06-03T21:06:00.000+08:00

Im bloggin now coz im bored. Nobody to talk too, nothing else better to do.

Im lovin dis song. Been tryin to look 4 dis song 4 quite sometym n finally i got it...plus a few song from Massari.

Tameem chat wif me 4 a lil while juz now at the MSN. We were talkin abt the new Hindi movie called Fanaa. I want to watch dat show. Anyone wants to watch it wif me??? Tameem passed me a few songs fr the movie n some of the songs r quite nice. It's been a long tym since i heard a nice Hindi songs. K...so anyone who wants to catch Fanaa, give me a buzz k.

My mind is in a confused state ryt now. It's kind of messy up there. Cant get certain things straigten out. Lots of thinkin to do, lots of choices to choose from. I guess the old feelins r comin back again to bug me. How i hate dis. I dun wish to go thru dis for the 3rd (or is it the 4th?) tym. Is there anyone out there who can help me??? DAMN IT!!!!!

June Holiday!!!!!~

2006-06-02T17:46:00.000+08:00

After a long wait, the June holiday is here!!! Yea...!!! Im so, so happy coz finally after werkin 4 3 mths i got a mth break. One of the advantages werkin at a pre-school. *eviL laUgh*. No plan yet or whatsoever on how im gonna spend my holiday. Mayb overnytin at Sentosa wif my frens or juz sit at hm n finish up my portfolio. Goin back to werk on the 19th, 21st, 22nd & 23rd. Spring cleanin.

Went to watch 'X-Men 3' wif Dear last Wed at Century Square. After waitin for 3 yrs, it's finally shown here. New characters, Angel, Juggernaut, Kitty, Beast...etc. How i love Beast coz despite being big n blue. he's actually gentle. I cant believe it's Kelsey Grammer who act as Beast coz i can imagine him being one. Khehehe...But whatever it is, i love the story. Heard there's X-Men 4. We shall wait n see...

Nothing much to write actually. So till here...

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I can only give you love that lasts forever,
And a promise to be near each time you call.
And the only heart I own
For you and you alone
That's all,
That's all.

I can only give you country walks in springtime
And a hand to hold when leaves begin to fall,
And a love whose burning light
Will warm the winter night
That's all,
That's all.

There are those I am sure who have told you,
They would give you the world for a toy.
All I have are these arms to enfold you,
And a love time can never destroy.

If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear,
You'll be glad to know that my demands are small.
Say it's me that you'll adore,
For now and evermore
That's all,
That's all.

Damn It!!!!!~

2006-05-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

It's been a hectic wk 4 me. First was the writin of the Progress Report. I can fall aslp doin it. I've got to write 25 of it but got to think for 44 children. I went late again today as i had a meetin abt dis Sat registration. My first tym doin it n i hope everything will go well. Can i go hm early 2morrow???

Dear had started werk at Pizza Hut as a deliveryman. He need the money badly. But dat also means i wont get to see him often. He wont b able to send or fetch me fr werk, talk on the phone at nyt, n everything else lah. Damn it sia. But wat can i do? I cant do anything but juz take each day as it is.

The term holiday is comin soon n i cant hardly wait!!! I need the break badly. I've been spendin less tym wif my family now. Do i hef a choice? No ryt...Dat's y i gotta go out n werk n find money. How i wish i was still studyin...

Botanical Garden...!~

2006-05-12T18:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, there was an outing to the Botanical Garden. 35 of my students went and juz imagined the stressed dat i hef. At 8.00am the chn came to sch and check their temperature. Den i put a packet of drink in their bag n sent them off to the toilet. Bus arrived n we did a headcount. I went up the bus to usher the kids to their seat n my partner help the chn to get on the bus. And the bus move off. I was equally excited as the kids coz it's been a long tym since i went to the Botanical Garden. Wen we reached there, we were the last class so we followed behinf the other two classes. As we walked, we tell the chn abt the diff kinds of leaves n trees and asked them qns. It was fun except dat most of the kids get bitten off by mosquitoes. Den they collected leaves or twigs to be pasted on their worksheet. I brought along my camera but didnt have the chance to take any pics. In the bus otw back to sch, some of the kids doze off. They must b really tired. Had the chance to interact wif them so it was ok.

After dismissin the chn, me n the other teachers wen to eat our lunch at Banquet Simei. Had western coz i was really hungry. Went back to sch to wash the toys n write the progrees report. Made a mistake n i had to pay $3 for another bk. *sIgh* Den after werk, meet up wif Nad, Ain n Ama to chill out. They were hungry so we ate at Food Culture. We sat there after eatin for quite sometym. Den to Starbucks to juz sit n talk. Took lots of pics as usual. Dear fetched me n i reached hm ard 11pm.

Im werkin 2morrow. Damn it!!! There goes my Saturday. Dunno i want to go back straight hm after dat or to meet my frens....Hmmmmm....

Oh yea...today they showin 'Laila Isabella'. Wanna watch dat show. So touchin n sweet. Ouhkies...me log out now.

Election time!!!~

2006-05-05T20:51:00.000+08:00

Been very bz wif werk lately. Firstly was the election thingy. Had to do canvassin 2 tyms!! F.Y.I, canvassin means to go door to door n give out flyers. N dis canvassin had to b done after we had dismissed the children. My leg was sore n had blisters on my toes. Den tomoorow, i had to b the polling agent at the polling booth. For 4 hrs, all i had to do was sit there n cancel out people's name n i cant even talk to anione. But luckily Dear is gonna fetch me 2morrow. Today i had to hand in my syllabus plannin and i did it on the last min. Tsk, tsk...no gd Huda. Shld do it beforehand so u can come out wif better, refreshin ideas. Wen's all dis gonna end??? But not to worry, the June holiday is comin n i want to go somewhere to chill out!!!!

Dis Sun there's gonna b a so-called 'Thank you' lunch coz we had help during the election. Hear dat the food they goin to cater is fr 'Hajah Maimunah'. Oklah...better den nothing. My weekend r burnt by these two activities. Aaaarrrggghhh!!!!!~

My April's pay r dryin up fast. Dunno wat in the world i spent my money on. Damn it sia...I tot i had plan my budget but i guess i overspend it. Now i got to b more thrifty wen spendin coz i only left wif soem money enough to last me till my nxt pay which is 15 more days. So long hef to wait...

K pple...im outta here...

23rd "Surprise" B'Day...~

2006-04-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

Last Wed was my sis 23rd birthday. So my family decided to celebrate it wif juz us. However, my aunt wanted to make it a surprise n invited the other relatives to come. Uncle Rosli n family was there, mu cuzzin Nanda n family, Kak Ana n family & Mak Nor's family. Surprisingly, Abg Taufik came over too. Tot he was bz or had a show somewhere. Lotz of mingling ard n talkin n u noe stuff lyk dat. Everything ended ard 11+ after the cleanin. Was very tired coz i had to werk the nxt day.

Last Sat, went out wif my gerlfrens. Met Sab n Nad at Tanah Merah. Den to Orchard to meet wif Ain. I got the station mixed up. Supposed to alight at Somerset coz it's nearer to Cineleisure n i tot it was near Orchard. But it was OK n we check the tym 4 'Take The Lead' at Lido but it was at nyt. Den check at the AXS fot the timing at P.S but it was at 4. So we went to Cineleisure and bought the tix 4 the 6.30pm show. We got abt 3 hrs to spare so we went to P.S to eat at the Manhattan Fish Market or something lyk dat. The food was nice n quite affordable oso. Den Ain wanted to buy flat shoe 4 sch n we went to URS but at P.S, they did not hef her size so we went to Heeren n there is. Took her more den 15 mins to decide which size she shld use. Den i asked them to follow me to the Adidas store coz i wanted to check whether they hef the shoe dat i wanted. N they hef it but i told my frens after the movie we will come back there coz the movie was abt to start. After the movie we quickly went back to the adidas store. Cldnt fit in size 6 so i asked 4 a 7 but they only had it in pink but i tried it on. A bit too tight n they did not have bigger size. We quickly went to Takashimaya but to my dismay,it was abt to close n they wldnt let us in. Till now, i havent get hold on to dat shoe even though i had plan to wear it for the Sport's day 2morrow. So i guess i have to wear the Gallaz shoe. Sab had to go hm n me, Ain n Nad chilled at Forum Coffee Bean till 11+. We were so tired dat Nad suggested we took the taxi hm. We went dwn at Bdk n took the cab. Luckily Nad realised my Ez-Link drop off fr my bag or else io had to buy a new one.

Today my centre had to do the canvassing day. We had to cover 7 blocks of flat ard the Tamp East area. Was so tired. Knockin on ppl doors n go up n dwn the stairs. After all dat, we went back to our centre n wash the toys. Fortunately, dear fetch me hm. After sendin his hp 4 servicing n ate, Dear told me he wants to send me hm coz i look tired. I tot want to spend tym wif him but he insist on sending me hm coz i got Sport's Day 2morrow. Wen is dis election finishin? I cant seem to fit the election thingy activities on my work schedule. I hef yet to plan my syllabus plannin n i havent had the tym to check out the bks!!! Oh man...I guess nxt wk i'll b hm late almost everyday.

Oouhkies...i think i iron my clothes 4 2morrow n go to bed... Nytz!!!~

Love...???~

2006-04-21T22:29:00.000+08:00

I was bored n so i browse thru ppl blogs n i came upon 2 blogs which belongs to dis particular couple. And wat make touched abt it was dat, firstly they put up the same song on their own blog, secondly, they had pics of each other on their own blog, thirdly, they had been together long. Emotions...it came over me.

Wen i look back at my life for the last 6 yrs, it nvr seems to change a bit. It's the same every yr except 4 a thing or two. Frankly speakin, i wasnt really in love wif my BF wen we first got together. It was lyk a mutual feelins. But i tried my best to love him. However, at some pts of tym i feel lyk leaving him, i tot i want to break free fr the r'lationship which i did at once. Den after overcomin the obstacles, i realised he's the guy 4 me. I knew i cldnt find any other guy lyk him who can stand wif my constant naggin n nonsense. I cld cry juz thinkin abt him coz he's been there for me all the tym no matter wat. I let him dwn n make him havin doubts abt his feelin 4 me coz i had confess to him dat i still hef feelins for a particular person. But all dat had pass coz i noe i will nvr get the particular guy no matter how hard i try. Im blessed enuf to hef Dear in my life. Thank u Dear!!! *sOb, sOb* Feels lyk cryin now...Excuse me...

Crappy Sunday...~

2006-04-16T15:58:00.000+08:00

Such a boring Sun i have. Didnt do much juz cleanin out the hse n surfin the net. *bLueK* Tomorrow gotta werk and i havent iron my clothes for dis wk. Am so damn lazy!

Gonna go out later wif my mum to get a new fridge. Dis frigde is freezin everything inside it. From the water to the dishes to the fresh vegetable n even the fruits! Malfunction oready lah. Hope it's not rainin.

Dear will b startin sch in 2 wks tym. Hopefully dis wk he will b able to fetch me coz i noe wen sch re-open he will hef 1001 reason not to fetch or send me to werk. *sIgh*

Gotta get ready...Write in soon!~

Been So Long.....!!!~

2006-04-15T22:56:00.000+08:00

Seems lyk i've nvr update 4 a long tym. Well actually abt a wk. I felt so lost wen i read my frens blogs. *sIgh*

Ain is startin sch at RP dis Mon. Feel so happy for her. Havin the opportunity to continue her studies at poly. Well, for me i can kiss my dream of goin to a poly gdbye. Such a waste...but im glad i got my diploma oready n werkin.

Yea...speakin of werkin lotz of things r gonna happen dis term. Lyk for example, im gonna do my first syllabus planning. There's the sports day on the 29th of April den there's a meetin wif the Minister dis Thurs at 7pm. Help out at the comin G.E. Dis June the teachers r goin to Kukup.

So freakin bored. Am playin GTA: San Andreas wif my bro ryt now. 2morrow is Sun n i got no plan. *aaRgh*

Oh yea...yesterday i went to Batam wif my mum, Mama & Uncle, Mak Nor, Nanda, Zali & Shasha. Went to my uncle's hse dwn there. The view was breathtakin but unfortunately it was low tide. Didnt bring my digicam along so i cldnt take any pics except on my hp. Den we went shoppin. I bought 3 skirts n 2 blouse. Should hef bought the 3/4 batik skirt instead of the long one. Had our dinner at Pizza Hut. I ate the pasta bu it was so sweet i had to share it wif my mum. Had 2 slices of pizzas. One is the Mushroom n the other is the Pepperoni. Was full but is till cld eat more wen i reach hm. Khehehe... Took the 9pm ferry back to Singapore. Reached hm ard 11+ n i straight went to bed.

Okies...wanna play some more game. Ciou!~

In love...!!!~

2006-04-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

Im so, so in love. It's a love at first sight. It's so beautiful despite a thing or two abt it i dun lyk. But i want to get my hands on it. The Adidas shoe dat i saw dis afternoon at the boutique at TM. It's so beautiful, nice but it's PINK!!! U noe how i hate pink. Mayb wen i got my pay i go shoe hunting.

Speakin of my pay, got a lot of things i need to do wif it. Save up, pay my insurance, pay my parents back, buy new fridge...lotz of thing. Im feelin the responsibility dat i hef is gettin heavier n heavier. Especially now wen only me n my father werkin, so i hef to b careful on wat i spend. But i oso dunno how to contribute financially to my family. Hmmm...let me ponder 4 a while...*tHinkIn*

Everyday wen i go to werk, wen i saw the sec sch student together wif their fren go to sch, it reminds me back of my sec sch days. I will meet Su at bdk MRT den meet Sab, Mar n Wah Kian at PR MRT. Walk to sch n stop by at the shop n buy breakfast to eat in Eng class (khehehe!). Den at the parade square everyone sit at my plc and talk, talk, talk till we r told to settled dwn. In class everyone go crazy. Den everyday got afternoon class till 4 or 5pm n continue wif night class on certain day which last till 9pm. *sIgh* I MISS SCH!!! I MISS MY CLASS!!! I MISS MY TEACHERS!!! I MISS MY FRENS!!! Dunno if one day there's gonna b any reunion or not.

My beloved niece is comin over later today!!!!! Oh Shasha...cant wait to get my hands on u!!! *Khehehehe (evil laugh)*

Okies...gtg...im tryin to put my fav song up here. will try n do dat now.

Been Tagged!!!~

2006-03-31T21:13:00.000+08:00

Ok...Nad tagged me so i guess i hef to do dis. Juz 4 the fun of it...

Game Instructions
The tag victim have to come up wif 7 different points of their perfect lover. Specify gender of their target. Tag 7 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, no need to post again. Have Fun!!!

Gender: Male

Someone who is cute-lookin. Repeat...CUTE-LOOKIN not HANDSOME-LOOKIN. There's a diff between these two.
Someone who can make me laugh without tryin so hard.
Someone who love to do things together like sight-seeing, juz strollin along the beach, playin games together, singing together...etc.
Someone who being their real self instead of pretending to be someone else juz to impress.
Someone who respect me. Enough said.
Someone who can be patient wif my behaviour.
Someone who can really, really love me.

I think i've found my perfect lover. But he's still have a lot 2 do if he's gonna be my perfect lover. Surprisingly, today is our 5 yrs n 5 mths together. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY AYG!!!

After werk, Dear fetch me but it was rainin and so we waited for the rain to subside. We went TM to watch Ice Age 2. So cute, funny n touchin but the storyline a bit boring compared to the first one. But overall, it's a recommend movie for u guys to watch. We had our dinner at KFC but i only eat the cheesy fries coz im not dat hungry. Went hm after dat but i wish i cld spend more tym wif him.

Went Marina Sq last Wed to chill out wif my besties Ain & Nad. Was bored after werk so i called them to meet me. Me and Nad went to eat at LJS first den Ain came and join us. Ain wants to go the Puma store badly and so we went. It's a big shop but sadly, there's not a variety of bag there. It's mostly apparels. Den to Giants to buy some munchies and guess how long we spend inside there?? Nearly an hour!!! We look at stuffs and make joke of it. We laugh lyk crazy and i think we r the loudest there!!! Nad did the Wan Wan impression. So funny lah she. Den we fight over wat ice-cream to buy. Can't tahan sia we laugh n laugh. We walk to Esplanade and chill out. Took pix n talk again. Den b4 we go our separate way, we sang the 'Sha La La' song. The one before the children are dismissed. Khehehehe!!!!!~

It's the weekend. Not goin anywhere i guess. Mayb to Tamp n collect my pix. Okies...wanna eat.

BZ! BZ! BZ! ~

2006-03-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

Since the sch re-open, i had been bz at werk. Firstly was the HFM disease dat is happenin ard here. Bcoz of dat, we had to stay back after werk and wash the toys twice weekly. Den there was the preparation of the dramatic corner at the playroom. We had to change it from home corner to food court. Interestin huh? We had to prepare the food, decorate the stalls, hang the signs and the list go on. Den there was the keeping the term 1 toys n preparing for the term 2. But all dat had been done and now we cld go hm early. Thankfully...

Juz now i finish werk early n tot wanna meet up wif Dear. I wanted him to meet me at 2 but u noe wat? He said Wan (Ain's BF) need his help coz he hit the pole wif his bike! I told Dear off coz he attend to his darlin fren first den me.Bcoz of dat, i waited in sch for lyk 3 and a half hour juz to meet him. N the part dat make me mad was Wan was not the one in the accident. It was his bike!!! So girls listen up. Guys take care n attend to their bike first den us and dat is a FACT!!! But i was ok after dat. We catch Yours, Mine & Ours at TM. Nice story, similar to cheaper by the dozen. But the last part was very touchin n i was abt to cry but i hold back those tears. Den we takeaway Mac's n eat at the paygrd at Level 6.

Last Fri was the Anugerah Planet Muzik. After visitin my sis at the hospital, me n my mum quickly rush home coz wanna catch it. Reason behind it??? To catch my cuzzin performin. Surprisingly he also won the Popular Male Artiste (Artis Lelaki Paling Popular). Alah...still dunno who? Taufik lah...My beloved cuzzin...Khehehe...Surprise, surprise.

Last 2 Sunday, met up wif my gerl pals. The usual peep, Nad, Ain, Ama, Sab n Cam. But only me, Nad, Ain n Sab went to watch Dorm. At first we tot it was scary but turnout to b a funny, touchin n inspirational story. But there still r some scary parts. After watchin the movie, went to Starbuck to chill out. Got to catch a glimpse of Cam's BF. We made our way to the busstop but after sab board the bus, me, Ain n Nad was still sittin at the busstop talkin. N we kept talkin n talkin n talkin. Even at the MRT platform, me n Nad kept on talkin n we miss abt 7 trains!!! But we still had to go hm coz i was werkin the nxt day. Wish we cld do dat again dis wkend.

Okies...till here. Gotta catch my slp. Dun want to feel tired at werk later on. Bubbye!!!~

I See You...~

2006-03-17T13:21:00.000+08:00

...I See You...

I see you,
Walking by me, stop and flash your smile.
Talking to me and charm me with your sweet talks.
Caressing my cheeks and telling me i look lovely.

I see you,
Holding my hand tight, as if i will go away.
Hugging me, to ease away my pain.
Kissing me, then look at me and say you love me.

I see you,
Laughing, when im telling you jokes.
Scared, when you couldn't find me.
Crying, when you saw me with somebody else

I see you,
All the times, everywhere,
But i only see you
In my dreams...

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I wrote dis poem the other day wen i cldnt slp. Dunno where it came from. Inspiration juz hit me there n den. *sIgh*

Dear bday today. But he's werkin n i cld not meet him coz i hef to go to the hospital to visit my sis. Every yr is lyk dis. I tried plannin something for him, but it will not work out. He's bz, i bz. Mayb one of the day nxt wk den we celebrate after i finish werk.

Dis comin Sun will b meetin up wif my frens. The usual peepz includin Sab n Cam. Juz chillin out somewhere n updatin each other abt our life. Yea...dat's wat we gonna do, i think.

Ok...got to cook now. Update later...

Fell & Trip...~

2006-03-15T20:49:00.000+08:00

Juz came back from the hospital. My sis was warded yesterday. She fell n trip n broke her heels at the stairs. Not only dat, her spine fractured. She need surgery but we have to wait n see wat the doctor gonna do to her. She will b in there for mths but how many, i dunno. I pray for her recovery. *sIgh*

2morrow mornin gonna head dwn to SATA to collect my medical checkup report. Hopefully everything is ok coz i wanna werk there!!! I love it there. Mayb goin wif Dear or my bro. Den after dat will head dwn to CGH.

Oh yea...last Sun went dwn to Mak Nor's hse coz Alyssa celebrated her 1st bday. Not all of my realatives were there coz they went holiday. Alyssa had a Barney cake. Taste nice, not too chocolaty. But me n my sis mostly hung out inside Mak Nor's rm coz Nanda was in there wif lil Shakeenah! How cute she is but dat day she was so moody she dun want to jump only want to lie dwn n biting off my Fossil watch! Shasha, shasha...So cute lah u!

I tot dis wk, as im not werkin, i want to spent tym wif Dear. but apparently, he got other things to do beside being wif me. Ya...lyk takin 2 jobs to pay off his debt n servicing his bike. His bloody bike is more impt den me. If i cld only trade plces wif his bike. Sick of arguin wif him abt dis coz watever i said goes inside his left ear n out on the ryt ear. It's pointless to argue wif him abt dis matter.

Dunno wat else to write...Oh well, stop here. Gonna get some rest.

1 wk holiday...!~

2006-03-11T15:48:00.000+08:00

It's been a wk n 2 days since i start werkin but i feel lyk i had been werkin there all my life. Juz yesterday, we all went hm at 9 juz to set up the learninf centres in he class. Tiring but worthwhile coz it's 4 the children to learn. One of the teachers asked me whether i feel regret werkin in dis field. Of course not. Y shld i feel regret wen i enjoyed doin all dis. I will feel more happy n satisfied seeing the children learn something new n develop their skills.

The term holiday had juz started. Gonna use dis tym to clean up my room n prepare for term 2. Lots of things to do n learn lyk fillin out receipts, doin the syllabus plannin n other stuff. Also to spend tym wif my frens n family.

Supposedly today i help Nad but i still have the flu n my body is aching n weak from yesterday. Sorry Nad...Im really sorry coz u were countin on me to help u but i cant at the last min. So sorry...I feel so bad...

Dear bday comin soon...Dunno wat to do for him. He did so much thing for me oready n me i juz cant think of any. Wat a GF am I...

Think i stop here...Gonna take a bath n rest...

Outin to PRP!!!~

2006-03-03T21:49:00.000+08:00

Today is my 3rd day werkin and the sch went for an outin to Pasir Ris Park. It was an experience for me as i've nvr brought 38 young children outside. But it was fun seeing the kids enjoyin themselves. Laughin, smilin, so happy... Wish i was a kid again. After the kids went hm, all the teachers rest a while, den do some admin werk b4 cleanin the toys. The teachers r all so 'kecoh' n i tot of joinin the 'kecohness' but being me, i could only afford to smile to watever they said. I juz dun want them to hef the wrong impression of me, i want to b nice but at the same tym, b silly lyk them. Mayb im not ready yet. Give me a mth n i will b the loudest teacher there! Khehehe!

After werk, Dear fetch me. Went to watch Big Momma's House 2 at TM. Nice show. Dat's all i can said bt it. Den go eat at LJS n went hm. Was tired lah n den dunno where to go. 2morrow hef to go for the pre-employment check up at SATA. Leceh btul. But i hope everything is alryt so dat i can werk there.

Klah...i want to rest...

JOB @ LAST!!!~

2006-03-01T19:20:00.000+08:00

I went for the interview at Tamp yesterday and i started werk today!!! Though im still tryin to adapt wif the kids n place, i think i'll b happy werkin here. My colleagues r so nice esp my partner, Mdm Ani or Ann as they call her, Mrs Irwan or Miss Su as she formerly known as n Miss Afni. I cld click wif them n they guide me along on my first day. I think i can get the hang of it after the term holiday. Tryin my best to adapt to the environment n at the same tym learn new things lyk collectin sch fees n other stuff fr parents, fillin up teacher's record bk, preparin for the nxt day lesson, plannin of terms syllabus. Dis sounds so fun... I have a career now n after dis on my list is to get married. Isnt dat the sequence? Study, get diploma, work, marry, have kids, retire n njoy life. I cant wait to go shoppin at the end of the mth. Lots of things to strike of fr my wants list.

Ok den...i need to make a name tag for my locker. Update soon...

Morning Call...!~

2006-02-27T21:51:00.000+08:00

I received a call dis mornin while im still in bed. Twicw on my hp but i cldnt open my eyes. den the hm phone rang n my father picked up. He told me it was for me. I was lyk,"Who cld it b callin me early in the mornin?" I dragged myself up from my bed n answered the call. It was fr a lady fr the PCF Tamp. Man...I send the resume lyk a mth ago, n now i receive a call askin me to go 4 an interview 2morrow b4 12. So im prayin dat i get dis one instead of the Yishun. Coz it's nearer to my plc.

At last my father talked to me. Well, he need help last Sat doin wiring so im the only person who can help. Den everything was OK oready. Juz now my family excl my sis, went to Bdk Ctl to pay the bills n buy some clothes for my bro b4 startin sch. I got myself a white blouse but i actually wants the stripe polo tee. But nvm lah. If i werk den i buy on my own.

Dear lend my bro his PSP n im hooked on it!!! Esp wif Burnout Legends...Love crashin those car, n chasin the target n make the traffic stop. Hehehehe...Fun!

My blog is so lifeless...n i hate it. But wat the heck. I dun care...!!!~~

Interview @ Yishun...~

2006-02-24T15:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, my mum accompanied me to Yishun 4 my interview at Mercu Childcare. There were 2 of em interviewin me, the principal fr the Wdland Branch and the other is frm the Department of early childhood studies. I was quite prepared for the interview coz i have been to a few interviews b4. However, the qns they asked me caught me offguard!!! They were askin me about the theory and philosophy of some ppl lyk Piaget's and Vygotsky's. Man...i hef 4gotten who found wat theory so i cldnt explain it to them but luckily i remembered abt the language development. They asked me whether i know abt the childcare scopes, quality of a presch teacher, etc... I felt lyk im takin the exam all over again except dis is an interview! If it was an oral exam, i think i wld hef flunked!!! But the lady told gave me a piece of advice. She asked me dat i hef to be confident wen answerin qns fr the interviewer. I cld hef cry there... She told me if they find me suitable they will call me up 4 a 2nd interview...Interview again??? Man...i hef to go thru all dis again and again...

Last Mon, me, Ama, Nad, Mel & Shaun celebrate Sasa's blated bday at Tamp. We went to eat at KCC, as wat Nad called it (KCC stands 4 Kampong Chai Chee). After we ate, we went to a park near Sasa's plc n cut her bday cake there. Took pics but i dun hef the mood to take lots of pics... So it's all their pics... Mel n Shaun went hm n we watch Rumor has it ad Nad's lappy. Went hm ard 10. I asked Dear to fetch me coz im so lazy to take the bus hm... Chilled under the blk den at 11 i fetched my mum at the busstop.

The silent war between my father and me is syill goin on. It's been abt 2 wks now. Fine...if he doenst want to talk to me, den i wont. I dun see the pt y i shld talk to him first. Im not at fault k. He started it. Im not tryin to stubborn or rude here but it has got to b lyk dis...

What's Nosebleed???~

2006-02-20T17:01:00.000+08:00

Most nosebleeds seem worse than they actually are. The amount of blood lost is normally less than a tablespoon, and only 5 to 10 percent of nosebleeds ever need a doctor's care.
Noses are susceptible to bleeding because of their fragile anatomy. The inside of your nose is lined with hundreds of tiny blood vessels just inside your nostrils, and they are very vulnerable to trauma.
What's traumatic to your nose? Well, for one thing, there's digital trauma. Say again? Okay—nose-picking. Even though you've no doubt matured beyond the vigorous nose hunts of childhood and now probe adultly with a tissue-wrapped finger, the result can still be the same. Even a cotton swab can irritate the lining of the nose.
Another nasal trauma is the cold, dry air of winter. In that kind of weather, a simple sneeze or vigorous nose-blowing can trigger a bleed in almost anyone.
Older people have more nosebleeds. Older women are particularly vulnerable, since menopause causes shrinking and drying of the body's tissues, including those lining the nose.
Another type of shrinking—rapid weight loss, whether it's from dieting or illness—can also cause nosebleeds.
And speaking of illness, there are a couple of conditions, such as allergies, that can cause or contribute to nosebleeds. That includes two inside the nose: nasal infections and a fluid-filled, benign growth called a nasal polyp. And although high blood pressure doesn't cause nosebleeds, it does make them worse.
Finally, a number of medications can cause the problem. Using steroid nasal sprays for a runny nose may make you more susceptible to nosebleeds. Other medications include birth control pills, aspirin, ibuprofen and anti-arthritis medications like Naprosyn, Tolectin and Motrin.
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Nosebleed. Dat's wat i juz had, n yesterday, n last mth, n years ago. I've havin it since i dunno wen. It will juz bleed juz n wen they one. My mum said my body is hot inside n i cant juz eat anything dat i want. Not much of spicy food, no chocolates, no cold drinks. All my fav stuff. Wat i shld b drinkin is hippo water. K...i literally translate it to english..."air badak" is wat i meant. It is a water which cool dwn the body inside. Yea...*sIgh

2morrow will b goin 4 a dinner thingy wif my frens to celebrate Sasa's blated bday. Dunno where but definately at Tamp. Mayb can ask dear to send me hm. Khehehe...

I juz apply for jobs at CGH Childcare n Mercu. Hopin to get a reply soon...

Bachelor of Early Childhood Studies Awarded by Monash University...~

2006-02-16T15:22:00.000+08:00

I received an email fr JobStreet.com juz now. Tot it's juz another mail tellin me they found a job 4 me but...it's a learnin programme offer by Monash University to take Bachelor in Early Childhood studies. Wow...sounds lyk fun! Juz imagine me, goin to a university, takin a bachelor degree... Den at the end of the course, i'll b wearin the gown dat every graduates wear during their graduation day. N my family will b there to see me receivin the degree cert... They must b proud!!! But hey...it's juz an imagination. Im not gonna take up a bachelpr degree so soon. All i need ryt now is a job. Den wen i save up enuf money, den i myt consider takin a degree or two...

Dunno y am i bloggin. Simply nothin to do. Oh yea...juz remember. Final Destination 3 is comin up soon. The first one i watch wif Fara n Nad at Eastpoint abt 6 yrs ago. There use to b a cinema there. It's a gruellin story, watchin ppl being killed in a tragic but unexpected ways. There's dis actor who is so, so cute dat he remind me of a pri sch fren of mine. How he was killed? His head was cut off fr a passin train and u cld see the head at one corner n the body at the next corner. I check the synopses first. If it's gd, den i probably gonna watch it.

Total Defence Day, Valentines's Day...~

2006-02-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

Today, 15th of Feb, is Total Defence Day. Yesterday, 14th of Feb, is Valentine's Day. Or some of u call it Friendship Day. Though i dun celebrate it (either one), it must b a nice day 2 spend tym wif ut love one n frens. But unfortunately for me, i did neither. I dun meet up wif Dear, or spend tym wif my frens or family. Juz sit at hm n pray somebody will call me and offer me a job. But heck no... Nobody call... Back in sec sch days, i always look forward for 14th Feb, coz we celebrate Friendship Day in sch. I always make a pt to give my frens something, let it b something i did on myself or juz some chocolates. Nice to hear my frens r havin fun on dat day dis yr...

My father had not talked to me for almost a wk. I dunno wat's the reason is. Every nyt, i cry to myself, thinkin dat nobody care n love me anymore. Cry n cry n cry... Dunno for how long dis cold war between me n father gonna end. Mayb it's bcoz i still did not have a job but dat is not a gd reason to not to talk to me. But i always thought back of wat my pri 6 teacher told me. She said, dun think so bad of ur situation coz out there, there r ppl who had worse probs den me. N it's true i guess. My bro told me dat one of his fren's mum passed away bcoz of stomach cancer. n another fren of his, had to b separated fr is younger bro n mum coz his parents r divorcin. So there...there r ppl who had lot more probs den me n i shouldnt give up.

Mum is werkin at Polar puff n pastries at Airport. She said she still prefer her old job but she cant juz quit. She is in trainin now. So cute lah my mum in her uniform.

In life, somethings r better left unsaid. Mayb it's better to keep it to urself den to tell ppl. But sometyms u cant help it but to tell someone. For me, i juz tell it to Dear coz he will tell me dat everythings gonna b alryt n i shld not worry abt it anymore. So swt of him...

Dunno wat im crappin abt... So i better shuddup...

SG Idol Audition...!!!~

2006-02-11T15:45:00.000+08:00

Today is the Singapore Idol audition. My bro juz msg me n said he's the no 7 in line. I dunno if he will be audition today or some other day. But he is being audition today, im hope n pray he will get to the 2nd audition. All the best bro...!!!

Later goin to Mama's hse. She cook a lot i guess. Dunno who else is there...

So many things in my head. I had to pop on slpin pills yesterday so i was able to slp wif peace. Cried too much till my head was heavy. Woke up but i feel lyk i was havin a hangover. Am i havin depression??? Hope not... Dat's not a gd thing. 1 disease is enuf for me.

Juz send another resume at PCF Kallang. Hopin to hear reply fr them soon...

Short hair...!~

2006-02-08T17:33:00.000+08:00

Me at Shaw Mac accessin to the free internet. I wanted the Sentosa pics from Nad n she is sendin it to me ryt now. Guess wat??? I juz cut my lovely wavy hair!!! I had it wif my long haiir coz im losin my hair too fast. Dunno bcoz of the medicated shampoo or im stress or it juz want to drop off.

Im goin hm alone later coz my sis wants to go out wif her fren. So it's me wif my heavy bag n heels. *sIgh*

Gonna be sick!!!~

2006-02-07T21:34:00.000+08:00

I think im gonna be sick. Firstly, im having sore throat. Den, im havin the flu. Next, im gonna hef a fever. Hopefully im not sick 2morrow coz i want to go for the interview.

Nad is not online. Tot of gettin the Sentosa pics fr her. Well den, dunno wen im gonna be online again.

Waitin 4 my sis 2 come hm. I want 2 eat the Campbell soup. It'll be nice to share it wif someone.

*sIgh* Till here...

Memoirs Of A Geisha...~

2006-02-07T16:11:00.000+08:00

Last Sun, went to watch Memoirs of a Geisha wif Ain at Suntec. The story is nice, touching, straightforward, heartwarming... I've yet to read the book but i will one day. After the movie, me n Ain went to Esplanade. Dat is our so-called our hang out place. We juz talked, n enjoyin the breeze. It has been a long tym since me n Ain had long talks n stuff. Den Wan called Ain coz he wanted to fetch her.So I accompanied her near the busstop. Den Dear called askin me whether i want him to fetch or not. Being lazy to walk all the way to the MRT station alone, i said yes. waitedfor him at the Marina Sq carpark. Along the way it rain heavily n both of us were soakin wet. I waited wif him till the rain subside under my block.

Yes Ain, i still remember the last tym we had long conversation was at Marina Sg 2 yrs ago. I still dun get it why the both of us had nothing to say to one another. Feel so weird despite being best fren for almost 8 yrs.

I've applied for the job at PCF Tampines. Waitin for the to reply me back. Will be goin for an interview at Telok Kurau 2morrow. Pray dat i get the job.