.Tuesday, May 24, 2005 ' 11:49 AM
ayul
Hola~Me back again n dis tym fer gd. Juz got a new modem coz the old one was spoil. i think dis is gonna b the longest entry in my blog history (oh swell!).
First up, i'm back at O'Briens werkin part tym till my attachmnet starts in July. But i think i'll be gettin outta there on the 1st wk of june or so. Y? Cause, my sis will no longer werkin there (she's the supervisor), secondly, ppl there hef change in terms of their werkin attitude (even the 2nd supervisor), thirdly i rather stay at home and accompany my mum (aww...isnt dat sweet...). Werkin there now doesnt seem to be a pleasant one lyk it use 2 be. I'm being push ard, doing more things den i should do, ppl takin advantage of my "hardwerkin" attitude. I'm being stupid to stay there any longer.
Today i went and watch Star Wars Episode 3: Revenge Of The Sith with Amir. The story was a touchin one. Mostly about love and sacrifices. Anakin actually went to the dark side so as to save his wife Padme Amidela from dying from childbirth. But it end up wrongly. He killed the Jedis and wants to take revenge. Nearly wanted to cry watchin it coz of the sacrifices he made. Glad i've watch all the 6 episode. ;)
Last Sun which was the 16th of May, my cuzzin, Taufik (the S'pore Idol), host a Mother's day dinner buffet fer all the aunts at the Grand Hyatt Hotel. It was great one. The food there was simply marvelous. Had too much prawns and ended up with an allergy. Damn it. Den i saw my old primary sch teacher, Mdm Noreena. She's still the same after all dis yrs. She did recognize me but couldnt recall my name. She said i look mature already. Well DUH! It's been abt 7 yrs back since she last saw me. After the dinner, we took lots of pic which i will try and upload here.
These past few wks, i couldnt slp well. Lots of tossin and turnin. Lots of things in my mind dat i cant get it straighten out. Tot of callin or smsin my frens and juz hef a nice chat wif them, but i didnt noe who i should call or sms too. I didnt actually want to bother them wif my probs but who else can i depend on if not them?? It seems lyk my frens has their new set of frens. Not jealous or anithing. juz dat i realised how far we've move on wif our life since the secondary school days. I've not been makin lots of frens lately except fer at werk and at MMI. Other den dat, i still stick wif my sec sch frens. Feel so lonely... "
Lonely im so lonely, I have nobody, to call my own." Ooppps! Got carried away wif dat Akon song lonely. Dat song is so touching and sad... :(
Last April, i took my basic theory test and i failed it. I was nervous throughout the whole journey to Yio Chu Kang (SSDC). I felt lyk turnin back and go home. But in the end, i went ahead wif it and get over and done wif it. My parents want me to try again but i guess not now.
I dunno wat else to write. Gonna change my blogskin but have not decide on which. Oklah...lots of updat to do... Write again soon....
